After the Olympics with Erica Sullivan

October 01, 2021

Meet Erica Sullivan, the 21-year old swimmer who made history during these past Olympics — in more ways than one. The Las Vegas native placed second in the first-ever women’s 1500m freestyle race, bringing the silver medal home to the USA from Tokyo. Aside from granting American’s bragging rights, she used the opportunity to become the representation she longed for growing up.

As an Asian-American athlete and the only out-gay Olympian on the women’s swim team, Sullivan inspired millions of viewers beyond her shiny new medal. She quickly gained a following by documenting her experience online. She even shared some relatable realities behind her newfound limelight — like DMing her celebrity crushes after getting that blue checkmark.

Interview by Megan Hein
Photos courtesy of Getty Images

While the title of ‘Olympian’ may seem intimidating, Sullivan really is just another 20-something girl at heart. When out of the pool, she spends her time like the rest of gen z — watching movies, listening to Lorde, and obsessing over fandoms on the internet. She often finds herself meshing swimming with these hobbies, as seen in her “people in swimming as the 2021 oscar best picture nominees” Twitter thread.

After taking time off from school to train for the 2020 games, Sullivan is attending the University of Texas to pursue one of her other interests — filmmaking. While her social media followers have witnessed her love of movies over the years, she now has the chance to put that passion to work and is even writing a screenplay of her own!

As the whirlwind of the Olympics finally began to settle, Sullivan sat down with office to discuss her past experience and future endeavors. Check out the exclusive interview below!

Olympic Tik Tok is a relatively new thing that gave us outsiders an inside look at what the games are actually like. Was the experience at all what you expected?

Funny how that worked out. So, I normally hate Tik Tok. I don't like being in front of a camera, I like to be behind it — that's just always been my rule of thumb. But NCAA athletes can make money now, so I was on the phone with a company and they said that I needed to improve my social media following. Because before the Olympics, I had like 5,000 followers on Instagram like 900 on Twitter. I had a few mutuals, but like not really — and zero on Tik Tok. Never really posted — I hated to post, just liked to watch. And then me and my friends just started messing around just being like, ‘Okay, well we have to try to build our social media anyway.’ So we started making Tik Toks, and then after my medal, the gays found me and mine just kind of shot up. But it's been crazy because I've never really been a fan of making Tik Toks, so now it's just, like, my place to post whatever I want.

I saw the Tik Tok where you said you were the only gay girl on the swim team this year. What was that like?

It sucks, it really does. Especially because in the world of swim, I don't think there's that much queer represent representation yet in terms of the lesbian community. Yeah, it's a tough little situation to be in. I mean, at the end of the day, I'm more comfortable with my queer friends — more than a majority of my straight friends — just ‘cause they understand the struggles and the tribulations that we have to go through. But luckily my roommates are so accepting and so chill and they're all close to my age range, so they would somehow make it relatable and make sure I was in the conversation. Like, it was fun, but I hope we have more queer women in the world of swim in the future.

Do you have any pre-meet rituals?

Whenever we go over a railroad, we lift our feet and clap our hands for good luck. For me — it's more so fear-based — but once a meet starts, I don't wash my hair because with conditioner in your hair, your cap will fall off. Other than that, I think our pre-meet routine is just so straightforward. I do my dynamic warm-up exactly the same. I wake up three hours before my race. I get there two hours before my race. I put my suit on 25 minutes before my race. I have a set schedule and routine of how I do everything.

Since you're on stan Twitter, I know you’re not a stranger to fancams — but what was it like seeing a fancam of yourself for the first time?

It’s so cool! ‘Cause I made fancams — like, I made movie edits on Instagram — and the fact that people are making edits of me now is really bizarre. I love them and I will hype them up because I know how much time those take and they're a pain in the ass to make sometimes. I've done a few Taylor Swift edits, I've done ‘Little Women,’ and then I've done all of my favorite films. So, like, I made a collab with ‘Booksmart,’ ‘Moonlight,’ ‘Ladybird,’ ‘Edge of Seventeen,’ ‘Atonement’ — like those kinds of films.

You said you’re writing a movie. Can you tell me a little bit about that?

Of course. It's called ‘Souls of Hooper,’ and it takes place in Hooper, Utah. It's an overwhelming arc of these two girls in Utah 2009 where the Mormon Church is really heavy. So, there’s this one girl who's a minority in a sense where she's not in a Mormon Church, and she's just kind of like, ‘Fuck the religion side of things.’ And the other girl is very heavily involved in the church. It's pretty much about their relationship and how it blossoms and how they have to stay closeted through the Mormon Church. And it's pretty much a giant ‘fuck you’ to the Mormon Church. I didn't grow up Mormon, but I grew up around a lot of Mormons in Vegas, so I just want to bring that to light. It delves into some pretty serious topics, so I want to make sure I do it right. Honestly, I would like to direct that myself, but I’m excited to see what I could do with it.

How'd you get into film to begin with?

I always knew I liked the overwhelming arc of cinema as a whole, just ‘cause my dad was into Western films and all that stuff. ‘Singing in the Rain’ was my favorite movie at three, which is, like, so pretentious and douchey of me. And then — I feel, like, just like every single lesbian want-to-be coming of age director — I saw ‘Lady Bird,’ and that made me want to be a filmmaker.

Is there anyone in particular that you aspire to in the film industry?

Yeah. I mean, Gerwig is up there. She's just so articulate with her writing style. I feel like ‘Portrait of a Lady of Fire’ was a little too mainstream for me, but Celine Scammia in, like, ‘Water Lilies’/‘Tomboy’ era would've been cool. I feel like, now, she's a little above the realm of the kind of movies I want to make — like, period pieces are not my typical cup of tea — but I really like her. I like Lulu Wang too. I just like the touch of delicacy that female directors have, you know what I mean?

Definitely. What film character do you relate to the most?

Ooh, I would say my go-to are typically Amy from ‘Booksmart’ and Nadine from ‘The Edge of Seventeen.’

How did you balance your time between training and your hobbies?

I didn't. Honestly, I feel like in May, June, July, and August, I've had no time to watch movies, no time to listen to music or podcasts — anything like that. But before that, all I did was just eat, sleep, swim, apply to film school, so I'd sit in bed all day and just watch movies. And since I'm so old — like, I deferred college for three years to try to make the Olympic team — most of my friends are off at college. So, I just had so much more free time and it was like, I could either hang out with the 15-year-olds who are all like boy crazy right now and going through that phase in their lives, or I could just sit at home and watch a movie. I think I was just leaning more towards the movie side of things.

You said like that there wasn't really any queer female representation in the swimming community, but was there anyone else you looked up to? How did you stay inspired to keep going even when you may have felt like you were alone.

Yeah, I would say a big one was — they were Olympians in this quad — Ashley Twichell and Haley Anderson. They did marathon swimming, and Ashley's brother is openly gay so she's just been a really big ally for the community. When I was turning 17-years-old and just coming out as gay, she had a pride flag on her water bottle — it was just a little sticker. And at the Olympic trials this year, she had a pride flag on her cap. Even though she's not in the community, just her showing little things like that made me feel comfortable. I feel like she stepped up when there was no voice within the whole world of swim. I think she helped a lot of people, including myself.

Finally, what do you want to say to any young people who now look up to you as a source of inspiration?

I'm honored, simply put. At the end of the day, I've just been the nerd who likes to watch movies and obsess over Taylor Swift and tweet stupid things. And the fact that I'm inspiring people to come out or keep swimming or come out to their swim team — it's such a weird healing to me. It's just like, ‘How did I, the person who likes to put weird reviews on Letterboxd, get put in that kind of power?’ And at the end of the day, I'm so immensely grateful for that opportunity.

Sport

American Footy: Alive and Kicking

June 17, 2024

An RV full of soccer balls, tarot cards and religious-looking pamphlets pulls up to WakeMed Soccer Park in Cary, North Carolina. Nearby, a smorgasbord of current and former star footballers gather by the grass. Portugal and Manchester United’s former midfielder Nani, Argentine striker Sergio Aguero and former NFL defensive lineman JJ Watt suit up with former NFL punter and ESPN personality Pat McAffe. It’s 8:30 A.M. and Footy Temple has arrived for The Soccer Tournament (TST) to spread its gospel.

Zach Kovan fervently passes out pamphlets in the stands as World Cup champion-turned-coach Mia Hamm commands U.S. Women including Olympians Heather O'Reilly and Ali Krieger. Whether fans are in the crowd or watching on ESPN+, they’re buzzing with excitement and anticipation. Reciting chants like mantras. The world championship of 7v7 soccer has just kicked off.

By Sheridan Wilbur
Photos by Austin Dodd & Andrea Sabugo

Founded by Zach Kovan, Ashton Miller and Schuyler DeBree, Footy Temple is a creative soccer collective to unite players, fans, artists and especially Americans who know little about the beautiful game. The trio gave custom footy-themed tarot readings in Times Square, made ‘The Holy Book’ of commandments and curated a gallery at Art Basel in Miami. Most recently, Footy Temple hosted pick-up games for TST attendees and distributed spiritual pamphlets to further indoctrinate U.S. sports fans to this global religion, footy.

Miller, former Duke Blue Devil, ex-professional footballer and current midfielder for Soccerhead FC, asks, “What separates our footy culture from people who really die over this sport in other parts of the world? Ultimately we concluded Americans aren't religious about soccer. How can we get them to become religious about this game?”

What separates our footy culture from people who really die over this sport in other parts of the world? Ultimately we concluded Americans aren't religious about soccer. How can we get them to become religious about this game?

There’s a reason why Pope Francis warns the world that Jesus is more important than football. In Argentina, fans practice “Iglesia Maradona,” honoring the late footballer Diego Maradona with their own set of commandments. In Brazil, Maracanã Stadium transforms into a place of worship where fans pray for their club’s success. In the UK, about 900,000 people attend Premier League and other nationwide matches, a number comparable to Sunday churchgoing residents. People practice football-as-religion differently across the globe. Still, it remains a unifying passion on and off the pitch. More countries belong to FIFA than the United Nations.

But Americans, overstimulated by the NFL, NBA and MLB, often dismiss the beautiful game as dull due to delayed gratification of low scores and long-form drama. TST, launched in 2023, addressed this by giving American sports fans what they want. Something faster, quicker, more exciting. In this “World Cup-style” tournament, teams play 7v7 on a smaller field with 20-minute halves. The winners take home one million dollars. Second place gets nothing. But high stakes aren’t just about money or pride. It’s to get Americans to feel something.

Kovan, a former goalkeeper at Michigan State, found it peculiar that his team would pray before every game. He explains, “If you think your prayers to God will have an impact on the outcome of this game, there’s an undeniable relationship between sport and religion.” This inspired him, along with Miller and DeBree, to design custom, non-denominational tarot cards to highlight the ‘soccer Gods’ and bring unspoken rules of the game into conversation. Miller elaborates, “For us, tarot is like a portal that allows people to open up and talk about what soccer means to them.”

While much of the world views Major League Soccer (MLS) as a league where dreams go to die, figures like David Beckham are reshaping this narrative. In 2007, the legendary English midfielder moved from Real Madrid to LA Galaxy. 11 years later he purchased Inter Miami. By 2021, Lionel Messi, the Argentine forward, arguably the greatest player of all time, had joined Beckham’s roster. Rumors are circulating he’s trying to bring Ronaldo over to see Messi and Ronaldo play on the same team before they retire.

The States have been on the come up. Copa América kicks off on June 20, and with the World Cup coming to North America in 2026, Kovan sees this as a critical moment for the U.S. Men’s National Team. While the U.S. Women’s Team is a certified powerhouse, the perceived inferiority of the men’s team “infiltrates the brain” and affects public perception. “Will we show up [to the World Cup] with this inferiority complex? Or will we prove to the world that we can hold stake in the beautiful game?” Kovan wonders. Footy Temple wants to contribute to the growth of U.S. soccer culture, welcoming those who aren’t deeply immersed in the sport too.

Will we show up [to the World Cup] with this inferiority complex? Or will we prove to the world that we can hold stake in the beautiful game?

After six days of competition, the women’s and men’s TST champions are crowned. U.S. Women and La Bombonera take home the million-dollar bag and lift their trophies. These custom holy grails, designed by Lev Rosenbush, a goalkeeper and ceramicist featured in Footy Temple’s gallery at Art Basel, signify a new chapter for football where creatives and sport elevate each other. The rustic, ancient-greco style trophies are wrapped with whimsical illustrations from football’s past by Zach Kovan and Demitrius Omphroy. Now the congregation of U.S. sports fans trickle out of WakeMed’s stadium. The collective euphoria of the last six days splits into minivans, sedans and coach buses. Soon they’re driving away from Cary, licking their wounds or cherishing victory. The high of the tournament is wearing off but they check their pulse, finally beating for a soccer nation that truly cares.

Sport

adidas F50 Rises from the Ashes

June 16, 2024

Cleats are the fundamental feature of any footballer’s on-pitch identity, offering an opportunity for us to separate ourselves from the other 10 players wearing the same badge and kit. The F50's absence left me and a great deal of the football market in a decade-long identity crisis, trying to fill in the shoes of what the iconic silhouette once offered us: lightning-quick speed and an opportunity to mirror the greatness of prime Messi, who embodied a god amongst men with his F50s laced. As we emerge from the tunnel for the last 45 of 2024’s 90, our prayers are answered with the F50’s resurrection led by adidas’ SVP of Product and Design, Sam Handy, who reintroduces Messi as the face of the line along with a fresh cast of football’s speedsters, including Jude Bellingham, Ousmane Dembélé, Trinity Rodman and Cavan Sullivan.

By Jack Kissane
Photos courtesy of adidas

As a lad, I naturally bought into the F50’s undeniable allure — well, actually, my parents did, as I was only 8 when I first laced up my Infrared F50 Adizeros. I was inspired by watching players like David Villa, who wore the cleats and embodied the product’s ethos of speed and precision to a tee — a sentiment that remains present today as I set my uni’s intramural league ablaze like David Villa once did for Barcelona in the early 2010s. In essence, these cleats were my first love. They helped me delusionally compensate for my natural lack of pace, which kept me far from the wing and rather tucked in as a holding/attacking mid for most of my career. But more than that, the cleats made the sport feel so much more real for me as I only continued to fall deeper in love with the beautiful game. Moreover, as many F50-sporting players can attest, the boots' influence reaches far beyond the field. I vividly remember the countless hours playing FIFA Street, where I dressed my players head to toe in F50 tracksuits with retrospectively hideous track capris that left plenty of room for the indoor model of the F50s to be seen. I say this all to illustrate how the line made an irreplicable and long-lasting impression on footballing culture on and off the pitch, and the hype surrounding its reintroduction is an undeniable testament to that.

This new chapter couldn’t have come at a better time for U.S. soccer fans and players alike as we gear up for an exciting era for the sport, highlighted by this summer’s Copa América, and the closely trailing 2026 World Cup, both taking place within the States. The anticipation for the sport and the state of U.S. Soccer as a whole was on another level during the June 10th event hosted at the new adidas Fútbol Society space in Williamsburg. The event featured a collection of their new Copa kits, including Argentina, Mexico, Peru, and Jamaica jerseys on display, along with the highly anticipated F50 cleats, framed against retro adidas memorabilia, adding historical context to the iconic line. To cap off the event, we sat down with Trinity Rodman of the USWNT and Sam Handy, who articulated what everyone felt in the room: Soccer is very much alive and well in the States, and thank god we can put our trusty F50s back in the rotation and wrap up that little decade-long identity crisis adidas put us through.

Sport

Sukeban Versus the World

To be a delinquent when softness is expected, to be cute in a sport that demands intimidation — Sukeban leaves nothing untouched. The term “sukeban,” quite literally translating to “delinquent girl,” harks back to 1960s and 70s Japan when girl gangs ruled the streets. Those 'sukeban' were the ones sneaking cigarettes in school bathrooms, founding the 80-member United Shoplifters group, and leading Japan’s sexual revolution. Fast forward to today, and their modern counterparts are revolutionizing pro-wrestling clad in latex and cat ears, defying anyone’s singular definition of womanhood. Sukeban is wrestling for renegades — it’s not about shattering the glass ceiling but cultivating a space without a ceiling at all.

office— You were only 15 when you started wrestling professionally. How did you learn you wanted to be a wrestler?

Bull Nakano— I had a strong sense of independence. I had a strong desire to enter society as soon as possible, earn money with my own hands, and make a living.

How did you decide on your ring name, Bull Nakano?

BN— The decision was made by AJW and Fuji TV's producers. My seniors in pro-wrestling were Dump Matsumoto and Crane Yu, and we all had names of heavy machinery — dump trucks, crane trucks, bulldozers. At first, I was called Bulldozer Nakano, but because the logo was bad, it was changed to Bull Nakano.

What is your favorite move?

BN— There are many, but the most synonymous one is the guillotine leg drop. I am proud to see this moment highlighted on the Sukeban championship belt.

In your matches, you often play a villainous role — do you find those roles more fun?

BN— I didn't like it at first, but once I decided to live my life as a villain, I regained my freedom, just like the sukeban of old. I think it became fun.

You founded Sukeban after retiring and spending some time in pro-golf — two very different sports. What drew you back to the world of wrestling?

BN— I like to think I never left wrestling. When I tried out for the AJW dojo, many people thought I would quit. Many years later, I still haven’t quit. Pro-wrestling never leaves your spirit. I lived in Florida for nine years and I played golf, but in my heart, I am Bull Nakano.

Sukeban matches are a battle against the world.

Before founding Sukeban, you wrestled all throughout the 80s and 90s. What are some differences between Sukeban matches and your matches with the AJW?

BN— AJW matches are battles — battles of bodies, thoughts, and aspirations, and we killed each other! But I think the Sukeban matches are a battle against the world. Sukeban has a broader view of the world that even people who have never watched pro-wrestling can get into. It is splendor, speed, luxury, and elegance in battle, as well as character creation unique to Sukeban, with fashion, costumes, gowns, hair and makeup, and nails that have meaning for everyone and people everywhere. This is an eye-catching organization.

The reception to the New York World Premiere was overwhelmingly positive in both the US and Japan. But I told our wrestlers that you can’t live off the success of the previous event. You have to make the next event even better. And then you have to make the next event even better again.

What’s the importance of fashion for the Sukeban girls?

BN— Sukeban intersects with the lively Japanese fashion of the good old days. For Sukeban, fashion is self-expression and a symbol of freedom and power.

Sukeban is different from every other pro-wrestling company. We are treated like movie stars with famous makeup artists and nail artists and Hollywood hairdressers. The wrestlers also wear different costumes, unlike what they are accustomed to. Fashion is extremely important in Sukeban, and I think we have torn down the wall between these worlds. Working with someone like Olympia Le-Tan, I think we can bring interest to Sukeban in a way that nobody in wrestling has ever done.

Once I decided to live my life as a villain, I regained my freedom.

In English, ‘sukeban’ means ‘delinquent girl,’ or the leader of a girl gang. What’s the importance of delinquency, specifically for Japanese women?

BN— I think at the time it was resistance to the transition from a girl to a woman. “I want to stop time. I can't become an adult yet, and I don't want to.” Maybe all the dilemmas, fears, and dissatisfaction turned into rebellion, and they protected themselves by wearing the sukeban armor, makeup and clothes.

Through Sukeban, how do you hope to advance the world of wrestling?

BN— Sukeban's philosophy is to bring the best female professional wrestlers from Japan to audiences around the world. This includes not only wrestling fans, but also new fans who are new to women's wrestling. We believe we have the most talented roster in the world. We will continue to increase the number of wrestlers. We want to provide the best platform for wrestlers to flourish, while also incorporating new elements for fans to engage with Sukeban wrestlers and content, such as anime, manga, fashion, and culture.

When people watch Sukeban, they are going to have a fun time. I think this is a given. But I strive for more. I want people to wake up the next morning and be inspired by Sukeban. I want people to watch Sukeban and know that they can leave their comfort zones, fight hard, and do their best every day.

So far, what has been the highlight of your wrestling career?

Countess Saori— I have had many highlights in my wrestling career, but I haven’t reached the biggest one that I envision yet.

Crush Yuu— I think my career highlight is getting to travel around the world to be the best wrestler I can be. I have traveled to the UK for many years and won championships. Wrestling is my life. That’s why I care so much about Sukeban in America. I’m not just satisfied with New York and Miami. I have high expectations for Sukeban, and I hope it will continue to grow. It will help me be one of the top wrestlers in the world.

Atomic Banshee— I think my biggest highlight it still to come.

While working with Olympia Le-Tan on your costumes, what types of characters are you trying to represent and why? Why go with a cute costume when wrestling tends to demand fear and intimidation?

CS— The costumes are cute yet scary. Scary yet cute. I believe this duality is the greatest charm.

CY— The costumes Olympia created are very unique, and we enjoy bringing these new characters to life. In Japan I am Yuu, but when I wear my Cherry Bomb Girls costume I am Crush Yuu, and it allows me to present a whole new side of myself.

AB— Female punk icons like Siouxsie Sioux, Jordan (Pamela Rooke), Soo Catwoman, etc., exude a powerful and aggressive appearance. By adding KAWAII to the rebellious spirit of such women, it becomes unbeatable. I believe Olympia expresses this in a modern yet retro fashion.

What’s your favorite move?

CS— I like to win matches with a Suplex.

CY— Despite what I look like, I like to run [laughs] I do a move called the cannonball, where I run across the ring, flip into my opponent, and attack them with my back. Then I also win matches with a splash, where I climb the ropes, swing enough to almost break the ring, and then jump onto someone.

AB— Sticking my thumb in someone’s eye.

Pro-wrestling never leaves your spirit. I lived in Florida for nine years and I played golf, but in my heart, I am Bull Nakano.

What makes Sukeban stand out in the world of Japanese wrestling? What’s the importance of delinquency, specifically for Japanese women?

CS— Sukeban has big arenas, top-notch lighting, and the best comrades. I believe Sukeban can create an extraordinary experience in Japan that goes beyond the ordinary. I think the essence of delinquency is not caring about others' opinions. Being true to oneself. Living as the coolest version of oneself. There's no need to conform to others.

CY— Sukeban has a special makeup, fashion, and characters. These are the best things, and you can only see them in Sukeban. I want to keep looking for new and exciting things in the future without getting caught up in the present. I am a strong Japanese woman, and I want the whole world to know it.

AB— I think what sets Sukeban apart is the emphasis on fashion and visuals, which has been lacking in the wrestling world until now. And also a very multifaceted interpretation of the concept of pro wrestling, incorporating so many different new elements to make it easier for new fans to comprehend. I think delinquency in women is fascinating. There is a hidden beauty in the immoral.