You’ve set the bar pretty high for yourself in just 2 years.
Yeah, I kind of fucked myself over a little bit, number 1 at 20 years old. I ain’t gonna lie, I was just sitting outside and just looking out at the view like ‘what the fuck am I supposed to do now?’ I thought this shit was gonna take so much longer. I would still be in college by now and I’m achieving all my music dreams so it’s a weird position to be in.
Does this make you nervous at all? Do you feel like you have to continue excelling with each release or are you comfortable?
You know, I think it just depends on the day. You never know what you’re gonna get out of that day, you never know what’s gonna happen. I’m really in the league now, I made it through high school leagues and college leagues and now I’m Ballin with my all-stars and my competition. I don’t see it that way, but we’re competing on the charts. I’ve learned that I have some big shoes to fill but I’m growing into them more and more every day. I’m capable of all that is meant for me.
Yeah and your recent explosion in the music scene made me think of that one scene in The Queen's Gambit when Beth Harmon asks the little kid about what he’ll do after becoming a grandmaster at age 16. His face just goes blank and he doesn’t really have an answer. So my question to you is because you’ve already achieved huge milestones in your career, how much further can you really go and what does success look like to you?
You know lucky for us in the music industry there is a lot less defined criteria in terms of being finished. In chess, once you're the grandmaster that’s it there’s nowhere else to go. With music, it’s something that lives forever, you also have the opportunity to constantly innovate and constantly bring something fresh to the table and still have those songs that meant something to people and it’ll always live on. Even though I achieved number 1, that’s not what I came into the music industry to do, I’m not making music to chase records on the charts.
I make music to impact the lives of people, I make music to make people feel something. I make music for when your girlfriend just broke up with you and you gotta cry on the way home and need something to feel a little comfort or when you’re in Miami for the first time and haven’t been out in months and now you wanna turn the fuck up. That’s why I make music, the accolades and the awards, those are cool and I take that as recognition of work that I’ve been putting in, but that’s not what defines my career and that’s not what my purpose is in music.
I read that you’re really into fashion and that’s very evident with the looks that you’ve been putting out across all social media platforms. I especially like that you’ve been sporting this very streetwear and avant garde look, could you talk about some of your clothing inspirations?
I’ve been waiting for this question! I’ve always been into fashion, I remember being in 6th grade maybe 2010 or 2011 and this was before distressed jeans were the craze. I just saw Kanye West wearing a pair of distressed jeans and some old rock magazines where people were wearing distressed jeans. So I just said ‘fuck it, I’m gonna distress my jeans’ I remember going home and slicing all my jeans with an Exacto knife and plucking the threads out before anyone was doing any customization or DIY stuff. My mom came home and started yelling at me like ‘why are you cutting all of your jeans! What are you doing?’ and I was like ‘mom, it’s fashion you don’t get it!’
That’s when it all started but I’ve always loved sneakers and customizing clothes. As I got older, I had more time to learn about stuff and I love the stories that come with it because every piece means something to somebody. Whether it’s nostalgia, the designer, who gave it to you, you know, the pieces have stories and they’re used to express yourself in ways that words can’t. When you see someone wearing a certain type of outfit you’re like ‘I kind of know this person's vibe already’ you know? I always just wanna put my true self out there and show my true self. So by dressing how I feel like and by what I think is fly, I hope to inspire other people the same way that I was inspired so they can be their own version of fly and own their swag.
Would you ever consider designing your own clothing?
A million percent.
I just wanna circle back to your explosion in success real quick, for some people that might go to their head and throw them off for all the wrong reasons. But for you that doesn’t seem to be the case at all, how do you separate an egotistical attitude from confidence?
So I saw a friend a couple of months ago and he was my friend in high school. I asked him ‘yo how do you think I’ve changed since we were hanging out every day?’ He goes to college now and we don’t see each other often but he told me ‘honestly, you ain’t really changed at all, you were this confident before you had anything going on and now I guess it just makes sense’ So I was like aight, word. So I think that the line between confidence and ego could be very thin.
It’s important to believe in yourself and it’s important to have faith in what you’re doing and be proud of what you’re doing but too much of a good thing is a bad thing. When you’re acting arrogant and your mind is closed and you don’t wanna hear any feedback or criticism, that can lead to your downfall. I always keep that in mind like, I don’t know everything at 20 years old, just because I’m getting big that doesn’t mean I’m good at everything in life. I’m just trying to learn and soak up as much game as possible.
You’re part of a generation that exists in the age of social media, like TikTok, Instagram, and all of these other outlets. Would you prefer to have lived in a different era or are you happy with existing in this generation?
I think this internet, TikTok, social media thing has definitely helped my career and it definitely has given a lot of people careers for better and for worse. I think it would’ve been interesting to have come in a time before social media like the 90s or the late 80s. That was when it was real rockstar shit, people would only see you when paparazzi was snapping a photo of you at an event or when they came to your show. Now, It’s like everybody wants to see who you’re with and what you’re doing and what you’re eating 24/7 and it can get exhausting at times. Social media in general is toxic and one of the worst things to ever happen to humanity but, it’s here now and I have a feeling that it’s not going away anytime soon. You gotta learn to live with it and not let that shit fuck with your head.
What are the next steps for you for the rest of the year? And can you tell us more about the central themes of your upcoming project(s)?
Yeah, so I've been working on a lot of music over the last year and a half. I’ve been working on my deluxe album for the past 3 months. I have some cool features on there, Lil Tecca, Lil Yachty, and I was just in the studio with Jason Derulo till like 6 AM last night, maybe he’ll be on it! So I can’t wait for that to come out and for people to hear it and I can’t wait for my tour this year. I also just recently sold a TV show and they’re writing it right now, and it'll be about my life. It's kind of like Entourage meets Fresh Prince of Bel-Air and it takes place when I leave college to pursue music, moving to this crazy 90210 Beverly Hills mansion with one of my friends that I met at college and it’s just about all of the crazy shit that we get into.