It’s about baring your delusions on your sleeve, presenting them unobstructed.
Exactly. I am still unsure of how full of shit I am. I've got to be full of shit to a degree, but if I am, I want that to be on display. Whatever I am, I want that to be accessible to other people and I want to be advertising that, you know. I don't know exactly what I'm trying to say and I don't know why it's important to dress up as Angelica or Oscar the Grouch, but it smells like truth. It sounds like the truth. And in an ironic way, it would be further from the truth if you were to try to create a formula for what each image is specifically supposed to represent, in a calculated manner. And I've never been interested in, you know, A plus B equal C, I mean, who cares. I don't know what my formula is, you know.
Maybe there shouldn't be a formula.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, exactly.
What is your relationship to delusion and truth as it relates to your music?
I'm somebody who, you know, loves to do vocal impressions—whether it's Eartha Kitt or Johnny Cash or Tracy Chapman or Cher. I can listen, I can go through this record of my music or and and hear, oh, God, I was really running from this information and I can hear that, I can hear it. I mean, lyrically, but also in terms of, you know, the attitude of the voice and the singing, I can hear a desire to be perceived a certain way. And then maybe a year later, a month later, oh, I'm less hung up on being perceived this way, so I'm going to sing with a different sound. It sounds more like the truth, it sounds more like the acceptance of the self where the self is at.