Being with Rachel, you would never know that she has any qualms about putting herself out there. Her long dark hair, witchy sense of humor, and eclectic personal style put you—be it a new friend, acquaintance, or passerby—right at ease. While we talk on the phone, Rachel abruptly stops mid-sentence to greet somebody in her neighborhood and ask them if she can put up a flyer for a gig she’s DJing. But for a young woman hustling to finish college and launch her career, Rachel has had to reckon with her insecurities in order to execute this film. “One of my biggest weaknesses is not trusting others,” she confides. “The fact that so many people stood by my side for months of planning, building, and shooting gives me a whole new understanding of what trust means.”
After pouring through her list of Facebook friends and writing down the names of everyone she thought would be able to offer something special to the project, Rachel sent out a script for her music video, a treatment, and a moodboard. She and a core group of friends spent months planning, choreographing, procuring permits for locations, reserving rehearsal spaces, and gathering a group of friends to be in the video. Although she wears many hats, she made it clear to me that this project was born out of a collection of friends and artists trying to turn what Rachel describes as an initial “creative brainfart” into an audio-visual reality.
This sense of teamwork and community is evident as Rachel recounts the story of shooting the first scene of the video: “We rented a 16-foot box truck and woke up at 3 am after spending the whole night building a human-sized bird nest,” she begins. “Then we loaded up the truck, drove upstate, waited for the sun to rise so we could get access to the park we were shooting in, all-the-while it was 30 degrees and I was barefoot in a dress thinner than silk. We shot for 12 hours in that weather and I was getting hypothermia, so my friends started pouring hot coffee on my feet and my arms to keep me from turning blue. It was crazy.”