We skulked to the rear entrance of the venue to access the backstage a couple of hours ahead of the show’s start. Navigating the dimly lit corridors of the church hallways, we found ourselves in the changing room. The run of show board detailed 37 intricate looks, each with a respective title, and all complementing the extensive vision of the “Femme Vortex” theme. Models ran across the floor, making sure to finish any last bits of hair and makeup prep before the final tech run-through of the show. As places were called for the rehearsal, the room went dark, and the doors slammed shut. The soundtrack for the show began to play, and the show’s choreographer led the models through their marks, Dilara observing closely. The designer could barely contain her glee as she looked over the months, if not years, of work and energy she and her team had poured into the collection.
After the run-through, the realization that all of the work would be coming to fruition in mere minutes began to set in, and chaotic energy streamed through the backstage. Trying to capture the energy while not disrupting the workflow, we found ourselves in a quiet green room. Inside, one of the models, sex symbol and cultural icon Lana Rhoades, quietly practiced her walk in the mirror. Her bashful demeanor as she rehearsed showed the range of feminine expressions that would be displayed in the show. While some models would be adamantly demanding the space they take up in their walks, others, like Lana, would draw us in with their quiet, shy sensuality.