I love the song ‘Muuma’.
Ah, yeah. I played it for my mom. She loves it. She was like, “I don't want to be biased, but it might be the best one.” I was like, ‘you right mom.’
No, it's my favorite too, to be honest. Has your mother always been a big influence on you?
For sure. I wouldn't be here. Everything; mentally, physically, all of them. All the ‘-allys’.
And in terms of your music career too?
Yeah, she gave me the freedom, you know what I'm saying? When I wanted to take a gap year off to expand my music, she was like, “all right.” So here we are.
That's nice she gave you that trust. How do you find it navigating the music industry and maintaining your creative control?
Man, I maintain creative control by just being like, ‘I'm not doing this over here and I'm going to do this over here.’ I'm a bit cheeky, innit. I feel like the industry's trying to maintain me. It's the other way around. I'm not even trying to maintain the industry because I'm going to just keep moving and flowing like water and doing what I got to do. The industry is always going to be the industry, but the industry is not set up for you to be successful. So if I was to follow the trends of the industry, I probably would not end up successful. I’d probably be a couple hundred thousands in debt because I'm trying to follow something.
Whereas if I created my own industry, you’re going to follow what I'm doing. So that's what I’m on. I'm going to create my own industry, my own empire, my own infrastructure and then you ain't got to worry about that. And then generational wealth and all of them things there, they just flow in naturally as they should.
Is there ever pressure from external influences to create hits or more commercial music?
Nah, I record what I want to, man. And one thing that's kind of dangerous about me is if you tell me to do something and I'm not here for it, you are almost going to push me to do the complete opposite just to be like ‘fuck you.’ If there ever was a point where people were like, “I want the old Apex”, I would just create a whole new one that they don't like, just to be like, ‘I'm not going to do what you like.’ And that goes for all parties involved in what I do. I'm always going to make what I make. I call on opinions but when it comes down to it, I make this shit. I've been making shit. It's not my first album, it's like the twentieth. You know what I'm saying? This is not my first walk in the park.
So outside of everything else, I take in creative and other opinions, but I do this and this is the one thing that I do that's very personal for me so I kind of don't want to even hear shit when it comes to making albums. I'm speaking on my life. So you may know me, but you're not in my head, so you're still not going to know why everything is chosen. Creative control, it can get sticky. I can turn into a real ignorant guy, just don't fuck with my creative process. But other than that, everyone knows it's love.