Were there any spots that inspired your writing?
I was writing a lot when I lived in Pasadena, and I talk about that place in the poems. Pasadena was a big part of my summers in my early 20s. I happened to randomly go back for about a week right before we finalized the book, so I did my last round of editing there. It felt like an unintentional full-circle moment.
How do you feel about the title, poet?
I think poetry as a medium is still a vanguard. It’s gatekept, and I appreciate that. There’s a higher standard of quality in poetry than maybe in other mediums. It has more artistic form and standards. That said, I had to shake that idea off when I started writing. Outwardly, being a poet carries so much connotation and weight that, for me, it’s overwhelming. I do like writing poetry, but I also do so many other things. So I have this internal battle with that title because I don’t know if I can actually say that about myself.
But I would encourage people who are shy about an art form to just go for it.
What was it like for you entering this new space after being on a reality show? Those two worlds are so different from one another.
I was really wary. So much of my life is available for public viewing. I share a lot of my life publicly in a format that I have no control over.
Going into publishing, I didn’t want people looking with a magnifying glass at what I've written and thinking it was so biographical. Because it is, but it isn’t. I worried the book wouldn't get a fair shot.
But I see the show as a different medium; it’s its own artistic medium.