Yes, and you're surrounded by a crowd of normies who are heckling your movements.
It’s like where corporate people go to work. It’s the corporate fight club they never talk about. [Laughs] You tend to see these people blend into the background, but they have a very strong force. That’s what those characters represent. It’s hard to tell if they’re in the room with me or if they're in my head, but in the end, you actually see me in the crowd as well. There are all these dysmorphic ways of positioning myself; as an artist, as a spectator, and as someone who is self-critiquing my work at the same time that I push it forward. I think that’s a very dangerous place to be in simultaneously but I wanted to comment on that. Then there’s also me playing the news character who is disgruntled against my co-anchor who can barely get my name right.
“Zébra!, Zébra!”
I’m used to that, and you hear it during the introduction track to the album; it’s a lot of interviews from people who have spoken about me and my work. And most of the time, it was less of an intro, because they would just identify me as this one thing. With "ISH," I really wanted to also show more of my performative side, because I’m a trained actor. I want to start producing work that shows that; get more into who that character is and who’s the man behind the character. Lauryn Hill said she gets out of all these boxes, so I had that in mind too, because it’s easy to be labeled and categorized in this world—but as Staceyann Chin says, “I’d like to go down in history as uncategorizable.” I think that’s where I’d rather have my art be, because once people feel as though they have you figured out, what more is there to learn?
They’ll try to keep you in that box forever.
I’m never gonna feel comfortable with that. I’ve always been someone that doesn't want to fit in. I never saw myself as someone who fit in, because I’m constantly told that I won’t. It’s my work to play against that, to go against that grain and to push myself—to push and challenge those people who are digesting my work. I don’t want it to be easily digestible, because it’s a hard pill to swallow.
Okay, let's get into the video you released for "LOUSY / IN IN IN." It’s a surreal masterpiece and a real artistic achievement. It’s Daughters of the Dust meets Trainspotting. Talk to us about the work that went into the project.
Wow, thank you! It was the first film I worked on for this album, and I knew it was going to be my return and that there was a lot I wanted to deal with. The director and I, we had this idea of retreat and mutiny. I’ve been taking time off to kind of relax, and of course "self care" is a huge term that’s been in the ethos for the last few years. It has to do with that level of rejuvenation and taking time to prepare oneself. Like what is the obsessive side of all of that? Take the moment where I’m chugging the spa water. I need all the hydration I can fucking find!
It’s very much giving me Le1f "Spa Day"—“I’m feeling totally rejuvenated.”
It’s that. I think it’s really important to have that. Then the second part of the video is kind of like the mutiny, where you see these men of color who are taking time to relax and reflect. I think with the lyrics in "LOUSY," it’s about mental health just as much as it’s about artists making more money when they die. It’s like, what are those conversations? What’s it like to deal with depression? Something that isn’t accepted or usually spoken about in a lot of communities that don’t come from wealth. I wanted to have that discussion, and I wanted people to see what that could look like. I also wanted to play with what mutiny looked like and when we’re rejuvenated—like when we’re lost men in the woods with our sticks trying to have this level of community. The video touches on a lot of different things, and there are a lot of different nuances there; reference points that are very personal to me that I think some of my friends will see. But honestly, it’s all left to be open. Once I do and create something, it’s no longer my job to critique what people are going to walk away with. I just hope that they’re going to pick up and take something that was sent or delivered for them. I think that’s what a lot of the work has been. People who know it’s for them, know it’s for them. And the people that don’t don’t necessarily have to, but I hope there’s still something they can walk away with. But yeah, I did the film with Daniel Wirtberg. It was very difficult, because it was also shot on film, and shooting people of color on film is very difficult.
The film chemistry isn’t graded for our skin tone.
That ups the cost, and we have to be tricky, but we do it. And I’m asking people to shoot all men of color who have probably never shot men of color on film before. There’s a heightened level of "What the fuck, let's get this right. Have you thought of this; have you thought of that..." All of that comes in as part of my work. I’m throwing myself into situations with teams where English is not their first language. Everyone’s kind of on a different level of what they’re bringing to the table. I just know that with my performance and my presence, that’s hopefully going to help make the music make a lot more sense in a clear visual way.
I mean this in a very real way; it’s one of the best videos I’ve ever seen. I don’t know where your filming location was, but it looks like you’re out on the water in the middle of nowhere.
Yeah, that water location took an hour and half to get to. It’s in Sweden. You know, you can’t get lights set up by the water on a two-hour hike into the woods with all the equipment and the sound gear and the boom. There’s one scene where we climb up about a hundred feet to go and be underneath a set of trees. There’s a lot of things in that production that really don’t make much sense, and a lot of people are going to be like, "What are they? Refugees? Are they lost? What’s going on?" It’s up to the viewer to take what they can from it and try to connect the pieces. I’m glad it does that and leaves things open.
There are a million things on Earth that can wear a person down, especially if you’re Black. Nothing in your life could be wrong, and you can still be just frustrated over what society throws at you each day.
If you’re Black, you’re in a political body. And you’re in a political body in the sense that it comes with baggage most of the time. Most people see you as a weapon: to be detonated, to be deactivated, or one that could go off at any time.
Or to be wielded, unfortunately.
Exactly. Or not even wielded, somebody could think that they need to be alarmed or think of you as a threat just because of your body. They think they need to deescalate you or call the police because you exist. I grew up in South Florida where there is Stand Your Ground now.
Can you believe that craziness? I grew up in St. Pete. I didn’t know you were from South Florida as well.
Yeah, I grew up in West Palm Beach, but the media kind of rewrote that when they wanted to make me from New York, which is not true. I lived in New York, I went to school in New York. I lived there for thirteen years, but I was born in West Palm Beach, Florida. It wasn’t my job to correct these people who own million dollar companies. [Laughs] I have other things I can be focusing on. But yeah, it’s all really fucked. I’m just commenting on it.
We’re very fortunate to have artists like you who are willing to engage with these realities. The world doesn’t exist in a vacuum, and these things affect all of us. You’re able to channel that into a piece of art that resonates with all of us.
I think it’s good to see other bodies that are dealing with this stuff. Nobody likes talking about race; nobody likes talking about discrimination that’s not directly affecting them, because who wants to talk about a funeral, you know what I mean? That’s what it’s like. I hope that that dialogue can change, and we’re able to have a discussion about something that has some form of resolve and isn’t just stating the fucking obvious. I think the media spends so much time stating the obvious and not really looking for a resolution. People love arguing, but what is your solution? What is your resolve? What can you add to the situation? Something needs to be done. That’s what I’m trying to do—find my own solution to even deal with the hardships that we go through, the hardships that we’re constantly reminded of. Similar to when I started making music, I know I’m going to have to work twice as hard just because they’re going to be like, "Well you’re queer. You need to be better than the straight people." And it’s like, yeah that's what you think. I just need to do what I need to do.
We’re all just trying to win our own marathon here.
Look where it’s gotten me. It wasn’t worrying about what this person or that person necessarily thought it should be. I think that’s a lesson for anyone who’s getting ready to embark on something on their own. It’s not going to be easy, and people are going to tell you it won’t be easy, but don’t let that be the thing that stops you or blocks you from staying consistent with your work.
In that same lane of being unapologetically yourself, you’ve got "UPP" on the album. It’s such a sexy song. It very much captures that timeless experience of meeting someone on the dance floor.
I think it’s about club energy and what’s it’s like to be whispering onto someone like it’s a movie. It’s kinda like a Sean Paul video where everyone’s dancing in the basement. It also references "Pull Up to the Bumper" by Grace Jones, and that’s why I called it "UPP," because it has that nuance of pulling up to someone—with consent—to see what’s gonna happen. And "feel it in your rump" is like when you’re dancing with someone, there’s an energy there. And yes, it is sexual in that sense, and it does sound like an ASMR, because you can get so close to it. That was an element of sound production that I wanted to keep in so that it felt like it was close to your ear. The track comes towards the end of the album. It almost didn’t make it on, but it’s gonna be released as a single.
Yes! It’s very single-worthy. I’m also very happy to hear that Grace Jones was on your mind for this track. She’s the blueprint.
Absolutely, and "Pull Up to the Bumper" is the track. Going on tour with Gorillaz in 2017 and being a part of the Humans album was, for me, such a big fucking accomplishment, because earlier in my career, I was like, "GRACE JONES, GRACE JONES, GRACE JONES! SHE AN ICON, SHE’S THE IMAGE." She was very influential, and I think she’ll always be influential just because of the splash and the statement that she’s made as a proud Jamacian woman. She’s been consistent. And the people she’s created with and the art she’s put into the world will always have an infinity for people who love great performers, who love great energy. Having my name alongside her name was a very surreal moment for me, and I’m just happy that I could do that—to have three songs on an album that she may have listened to at some point. [Laughs] For her to actually hear my voice. That, for me, is just fucking crazy.
Can we also take a moment to talk about the track "LICK IT N SPLIT." How was working with Shygirl?
I love Shygirl. She’s a part of Sega Bodega’s label NUXXE, and I think she’s great. I love her voice; I love her energy; and I love the tracks they’ve worked on. Sega Bodega was a co-producer on this album, and I was in London with him the majority of the time, finishing stuff and working on tracks. I was like, "I have to get Shygirl on." Shygirl was able to help bring the level of energy that I wanted on a song like "LICK IT N SPLIT," which means get it and go, hit it in the quick. [Laughs] It was great with her. She just kinda did her shit. That song is very inspired by Aqua’s "Lollipop." It’s very much that energy. I love doing a back and forth with a fierce female and haven't really done one since Njena in "Ima Read." It was fun to have Shygirl—she’s incredible. We’re hoping to do a music video for it, and we’re bouncing ideas back and forth.
She has the most incredible on-camera presence. We’d love to see a video for this one.
She brings it. She radiates on and off camera. It’s incredible. I’m just like, ugh, this energy! Rub off on me. Give me that vibe. And she has it.
I appreciate that she’s just as much about the hitting and quitting it on this track as you are.
She puts it out there! I think women are allowed to identify as dominant and sexual beings just as men are allowed to be feminine or identify in effeminate ways. We don’t have to be these monolithic figures. Let us live. Let these Black boys be different. Let us make country music. Let us make industrial music. Not everything needs to be ballroom. Not everything we do needs to be hip-hop or urban. Let us live. Please. That’s what this album is about; it’s a comment on that. I consider myself a genre non-conformist, and I wanted to explore as many venues and mediums with this album as possible while still having it be a consistent story. And yes, it’s abrasive, but there are also really light moments, like in "NECKLACE" where listeners get to hear me sing for the first time. That’s the most vulnerable thing on there for me. Then there’s a track like "MONITOR" which is like runway ready, you know. I instantly thought of Rick and Michele when I heard it. I’m dedicating this album to them, because they’re just on it. They get it, and they’ve supported me and been consistent with me. They’re just really sweet people.
That makes me happy to hear, because in the fashion world, so many things are just "for the season." If Rick and Michele like something, they like it for real, and they’re influenced by it, and they’re going to carry through with their support. That’s great.
From "Ima Read" on the runway to the song I made with Michele Lamy called "How Do You Feel" to them letting me film the "Hello Hi" music video in their home, they’ve always been there and been consistent. Michele shows up to shows I do at Art Basel—it’s just a level of support I don’t really get from a lot of people in this industry. I’m very thankful for that because that support is very limited. They’re day-ones.
You mentioned that this was a very personal album for you. Can you give us a top three of the works of art you engaged with while working on it? It could be a movie, another musician, or even a painting that was always on your mind while you made the album.
Mies van der Rohe inspired me with his "Less is more" just as a practice—an ode to minimalism. I was definitely thinking of my own work a lot too, and I thought alot about where I was when I made "Ima Read" and when I made "Moor Contradictions." The use of ‘Moor’ in that sense was definitely something that was in the forefront of my head when I was making this album. There’s so many influences from each track I could pick up on and reference, but I think of James Baldwin, Nina Simone and Grace Jones as archetypes and Black influencers—people who made work at a time when we needed it most politically. It all still resonates to this day, and I was thinking of them. I was thinking about Blackness and my Blackness as a whole; allowing myself to be seen on this album and embracing all of that in a way that I usually haven’t. I’m inspired by my surroundings, and I’m inspired by the people I work with. That’s just the world I’m in right now and the world I have been in. I’ve been really reflecting on everything that’s happened to me in the last seven or eight years and trying to condense that into a somewhat cohesive piece of work. I think that’s what it is, trying to stay true to that and staying consistent and thinking about all that’s led to this conversation with you. That’s work.
Is there anything else you want to share with office readers before we sign off?
Yeah, Less is Moor! That’s what I want to share with you, and I hope you guys like it.
We love you Zebra—Less is Moor!!