What’s the current feeling right now in your neighborhood? Communities go through different phases, and I’m curious how socially and politically what’s happening in the country affects your community dynamics.
The feeling in my neighborhood is so much shit just wrapped up in one. It’s a serious disconnect in the ghetto in comparison to the bigger world. It’s like a superdisconnect. Right now it’s just like drugs have been hitting the area. Like meth, meth which was like, not a black drug, or a urban drug, hit the area so fucking hard. I would say it robbed the community of resources, and what I say by resources, like the people that come with those good ideas and help the community function. That shit fucked a lot up. And as far as politics of the world, the area is so disconnected. That’s where I come in at though, to try to bring some good back to the area, and help people be aware of what’s going on outside the area, in order to make the area better. But it’s just so disconnected with these drugs. The only thing that people understand about politics around here is voting for propositions and shit, the three strikes shit which passed, juveniles getting life and shit like that. Pretty much just laws that fuck the community up even worse, that put the community in a worse place. That’s really all people understand. As far as economics, shit that’s necessary for growth, in my community there’s not too many people that’s there—a lot of people that understand it then went crazy trying to help and preach that shit. I’m really like the voice, in my music and shit. Of course I get ignorant, but I got joints like Bacc Forth where I mix it in. I understand what’s going on, but I can’t come through and hit everybody with all this shit at one time, people would get scared. So I’m spoon-feeding it to the area right now. But my area is pretty much like any other area, it’s the east side of LA, low income range, the average income is probably fuckin, 30,000, 40,000 dollars maybe, if that. It’s like an island man, in the middle of one of the places with the best fuckin real estate in the world.
Tell me a little bit about your shop, So Way Out. Does it provide you with a link to the old neighborhood while you’re kind of straddling two worlds at the moment?
Yeah, So Way Out started off as just something for me to do, to stay out of trouble. I got so much energy and a lot of shit to do, and as opposed to me selling drugs and being out just gangbanging and shit full-time, I’ve got the store to put my energy into that, and to help my homies. When I got my store, a lot of different stores popped up in the area, smoke shops, T-shirt shops, markets and shit. A lot of my homies started trying to open their own businesses, even outside of the area. So that was a definite good thing. But I started it as something for me to stay out of trouble. I was fresh out of jail, all my homies just got indicted, street shit got real scary. What I mean by street shit got scary, not me being worried about what the next man from across the bridge or across the tracks would come do to me, or even the police pulling up on me and catching me with something, but people that I considered my friends…you know we call ‘em cross artists. Whether they be working with the police trying to set you up, or they be playing friend and trying to set you up to get robbed and killed. Me, just being a person, my whole thing’s always been just spread love amongst the homies, because at the end of the day the gang is really supposed to be like the community. In order for a community to operate right you gotta spread love and understand each other, and know everybody’s position. So that was my whole thing, and then once all this other shit came into the game, it was like, I know what I’m good at, I was only good at doing street shit, I was only good at hustling, I was only good at gangbanging, fighting and shit. So I had to step away from that, while still being in it. Right now I’m maybe a step away, but I’m still involved. The store helped me to stay away from that, and guide my friends in a different direction, because at the end of the day I know I’mma be alright. It’s just something for the community.
With so many of your friends over the years dying, going to prison, flipping on each other, do you end up feeling more and more isolated?
Yeah, at one point in time, a few of my friends was in prison and shit, and my best friend Corleone had got killed, and then my other close partner that I did everything with kind of stepped away from the scene, so I kind of felt by myself. Even though there was a lot of people around me, but I can’t really trust none of these niggas, I don’t know what they on, I don’t know if they leaving me and talking to the police, I don’t know if they got cameras in they chains and shit, and they just setting me up. So yeah I definitely felt like super isolated. But luckily I had the microphone, and I just put the same energy I put into gangbanging into the music, I think that’s why it’s been a success the way it is. Because I’ve been a super successful street dude, I’m a reputable person in the street even if I don’t rap, I’m fuckin famous in the city. So the isolation, the way shit changed and switched, forced me in a good way to put my energy into the music. And now here we are having a conversation.
What about when you come through New York? Are you getting a reputation out here, and is there a serious Crip presence here that you connect with?
Hell yeah, New York is super love, man. Soon as I hit New York people recognize me, it’s a lot of homies out there, it’s a lot of Crips out there. Outside of the Crip shit it’s just people and individuals I connect with. That’s really my whole thing, just to connect with the people. Because I got a crazy story, so I’m not a person to judge. I understand people. And New York definitely shows major love, from Manhattan all the way to the fuckin ghettos in the Bronx, Queens, Brooklyn, it’s major love.
And as your music career grows, are your aspirations growing with it? Are you trying to do bigger features and collabs, or trying to keep it local?
I definitely want to be the best, and be in the best situation. So yeah, bigger features, bigger production, bigger moves. Why not grow big in this shit? That way I can help more, the bigger I get the more people I can help. The more of my homies that got potential but really don’t have no direction, they might fuck around and get killed or get life. If I can help somebody from going down that road, then that’s what I wanna do. So of course I need to get bigger, I need to do the biggest songs, the best features, the best videos, the biggest shows. Everything that I could do, the biggest. Because when one person gets killed or gets life, that affects an entire family, and families affect the community. It’s like a chain of command. I feel like it’s my duty to be the best and the biggest I can be. So hell yeah, I wanna be the best shit.