The exhibition traces a journey toward personal transformation, exploring themes of heartbreak and rediscovery of self-love through the lens of the seven deadly sins: wrath, gluttony, greed, lust, envy, sloth and pride. The seven garments took over two years to complete, and each has its own poem, intended to breath life into the strands and evoke the essence of each sin. Of the project as a whole, Sinn explains that "'NC7DS' is a collection of garments as well as unsent love letters to a love [she] lost. The manipulation of fabrics mirrors the psychological pull and tug of being in love and losing it. The film follows a journey in rediscovering self love through the stages of each deadly sin to reach one’s higher form."
We caught up with Sinn following the launch. We discussed sharing this project with the world for the first time and in this capacity, her Cambodian ancestry, and her experiences with love and loss. She gave us the best description of the Angelito Collective we've heard yet: ... the one stop family shop for cunt shit. Period.
What aspect of the exhibition were you most excited about attendees witnessing/interacting with?
I’ve waited very long time for this to be released. For my voice to be heard. I honestly can’t even narrow it down into a list because there are so many aspects of the gallery that are going to shake girls up.
Firstly, more than anything in the world, besides shoes, designing is my number one true love. It is a piece of me that I rarely share with the world. The girls know I make garments but most of the time people aren’t aware of it. Actually, the outfits that the girls are wearing to the gallery are an extension of the exhibition. A play on a funeral of the old me to signify I’m onto another chapter in my life. Also, the looks are sustainably made from vintage leather coats and pants I’ve thrifted. Save the world but do it cunt.
Secondly, I’m a proud Cambodian. My culture is something I hold close and weave it into everything I do. I am Cambodian before I am anything else. Shoutout to my mother for keeping it alive and I owe my taste and references to the karaoke videos she used to play of Khmer woman dancing in the most beautiful looks inspiring me to do so with this collection.
Thirdly, for everyone to experience NC7DS in its entirety. It been shown in Miami, LA, and Philly but it's been like a set of photos or just one garment. To be able to see every poem against every look with the campaign photo next to it is gonna be wild. These love letters are a piece of my heart and breathe life into the garments which makes it feel like the exhibition is alive.
What I’m most excited to show everyone is that the Angelitos don’t just throw parties and look cute. We actually have a deep love for creating art, telling authentic stores of trans love and making sure we’re being heard. We literally do it all. The Angelito Collective is the one stop family shop for cunt shit. Period.
And you already have plans to feature the film somewhere else after this right?
We’re in the talks of placing it in a few spaces. The next place would be at “Junto” gallery exhibition on Govener’s Island and touching down in Toronto this summer. She’s gonna go on tour for sure! Bus, club, another club...
What is your experience debuting work that traverses mediums and while also deeply personal throughout is influenced by various perspectives — the garments, poems, photographs, and film being created independently?
Honestly, everything just came together the way it was intended. We were planning to shoot the collection on my birthday last year. We only were going to feature the images, garments and poems. The night before we left to shoot; Jordan, Ramie, and Demi came up with a screenplay based on the poems to shoot on the farm. Having a film aspect really turned NC7DS into its own entity. It was the last piece of the puzzle to tell the story in such a perfect way, through the lens of the ones that were with me through this journey of heartbreak and a whole bunch of other obstacles.
For me, the attentiveness that [Angelito] had to turn this up a notch really put a new view on how I view my peers. Ranxelle was there styling, who styled me for our first film, “Cion Mami.” Kam + Ramie shooting me so specifically and how they wanted everything captured. The care that went into this, I cannot thank them enough. Mind you, we only had 3 days to drive upstate and shoot this. This was the best gift I could’ve asked for.
Sinn, are you catholic or were you raised as such (I’m curious as to where the relationship to the seven deadly sins came from)?
No im not catholic. I came up in a Christian background but most of my family is Buddhist. So I was always surrounded by different views of life and death.
My name is Sinnveasna. Sinn is my moms maidens name and ‘veasna’ is my dads second name which means destiny. Basically it’s kind of written in the stars. A destiny of Sinn. I’ve always had a fascination on mythology, Dante’s inferno and ancient rules that no one knows where they came from.
In the beginning, it seemed so campy to do a Seven Deadly Sins collection. I found it hilarious. But now it’s become my salvation and something so serious. NC7DS comes from a long line of lost lovers. Romantically and platonic. The poems/ letters started from sending love letters to a lover and when I asked him if he ever got my letters, he said he never received them. This was also around the time, I started coming into my transness and trying to understand love whilst trying to understand yourself is a wild ride.
So I began just writing poems/letters and never sending them to people that began walking out my life in a sense to hash out any residual feelings because I’m not much of a talker. And the relationships I placed myself in, I felt as though my words didn’t matter. Seeing them on paper was easier than seeing them rejected when the words left my mouth.
It’s crazy because throughout this process, the poems began writing themselves. For example 006PRIDE was the last poem I wrote; it’s all about integrity and thinking highly of yourself.
I was at a party and I kept dreaming about someone for a few nights. Then, he shows up to the party my friend was hosting at and I see him across the room. We didn’t speak or anything but I’m like this was what I need to finish this off. I thank him for setting me free from whatever the fuck that was.
now you stand before me
peeking under a glossy red light
a stranger who knew the anatomy of my love language
…….
no longer can I feel pain
Ive been set free
finally
Sewing and writing became my therapy. Breathing energy into each stitch I was doing turned my feelings into something I can hold. And sooner or later, I had a seven-look collection, a lighter conscious, TRANS, and super fucking hot. LOL.
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