Speaking of your pop-ups How often do you have them and what does the curation process behind the selection of pieces that you decide to sell look like?
Right now I'm kind of testing out markets and I wanna have more pop-ups. Essentially it's gonna be twice a month, every other weekend. I wanna have a pop-up in LA, Miami and New York at the same time. So, I've hired people to come on and work with me on this. Right now, I can delegate that work to my people to do the popups, but with the whole curation and piece selection, I still only really trust myself to handle that process. At the end of the day, I just pick out stuff that I like on myself and for myself.
I also select pieces based off of if I think it’ll look good on other people or even for styling shoots. Realistically, right now, I only trust myself on that, luckily I have enough inventory in all those cities right now to do what I have to do. I've already looked into ways where I can re-up a lot faster, or have storage units or order from select people that send me wholesale boxes. I just love the treasure hunting aspect of it and like never knowing what you're gonna find. Right now I'm not doing much of that because I'm kind of on the move right now but usually I go to estate sales and all types of shops everywhere.
That's interesting, I never really thought about how resellers collect their inventory, So that's super cool. Aside from being the absolute king of the vintage scene, you also shoot some of the most amazing photos. Do you ever fuse your interests together or do you try to keep them as separate entities?
In terms of mixing it all together, I feel like the good thing is at the end of the day, they're more so all connected. They compliment each other because for example, a lot of the talent I work with actually like my styling. So they sometimes prefer that I style and shoot. Now I get opportunities as well for me to do collaborations because I’ve mixed into my grid with my work. So I think at the end of the day, it all goes together.
As a POC curator and creator, I have to ask, what has your experience been like in a place like NYC? In other words, to this date, what has been the biggest obstacle that you’ve faced and how did you conquer it?
I had a big obstacle at the beginning, especially when I first started, people in New York think I'm Middle Eastern a lot. It's also been weird because when I was younger I looked a lot more Hispanic. In recent years, my appearance has changed a lot. So now my identity is kind of in a crisis because nobody ever knows what I am, people always ask me if I’m Brazilian or European.
When I’d be in certain circles or certain events, it was hard for me to really relate to people or talk to people, or fit in because sometimes I didn't feel like we could see eye to eye because we come from different backgrounds. On top of that, I felt like because maybe people saw me dress a certain way and hanging out with a certain group of people, they were thinking that I already came from the industry when in reality, it was kind of the opposite. I was never in the industry or wanted to be in it. I just kind of ended up doing what I do, which I love, but it was a 360 flip story.
Going off of that, like in the complete opposite direction, like what does the pinnacle of success look like to you in your chosen industry?
Recently, I guess also with the pandemic and everything, it's different when you're in the middle of it versus when you take a step out and look from the outside again. I've only been in New York for three and a half years and then before that I was still in school. So in my career, I've done big things but the first two years I was in New York, I just kept putting my mental health aside and grinding myself against the floor, you know, just throwing myself on the ground, and putting everything on top of that and like not sleeping.
But then, what I've realized is like, you know, a lot of those things catch up with you later and you can't really live that way because it never ends. There's always more and more. For the whole of 2019 and during 20, I really worked a lot on my mental health and self care. This year, I just realized how I was doing my things in 2018 and around that period, rallying myself into the ground. I've just been putting more importance on my peace and tranquility and enjoying that.
I feel that a hundred percent! I used to overwork myself but then I realized that I needed to place boundaries on myself to take care myt wellbeing. Could you describe your ideal world?
My ideal world, I mean, I feel the world right now is far from ideal. I can't even imagine what an ideal world would look like. I feel like sometimes people just get too lost and involve themselves with everybody else's ideal worlds and then they mess up their own. I feel like humans are too complex and they'll never be a full piece or understanding when everybody has different backgrounds and experiences in life.
What’re your plans for the rest of 2021? Where do you see yourself in the next 5 years?
I can't really give you specifics because I kind of like to keep that to myself. I mean, you never know what happens in life, you know? You could be here or gone tomorrow and by that time, five years from now, I'd probably be turning almost 28 or 29. So hopefully by then I'll be settled down a bit more. In terms of my business life, I hope I’m doing things on a much bigger scale but you never really know what else will get thrown in the bucket along the way.