It seems like art has a huge influence on everything you do.
There’s a very big reason for that. When I was young, I didn’t want to read or go to school. I loved school, I went to a very nice hippie school, but I didn’t want to do anything. I also tried to outsmart things. I just went to public libraries and listened to audio books while I was drawing or playing. I didn’t really have this desire to focus on practical stuff. Of course, you can’t actually outsmart being capable of reading or writing. So after grade school, I couldn’t go to high school, and I always loved to cook, so I decided to do that. I started as a dishwasher and started working at these awful restaurants where the chefs were total drunks. And I actually got really scared because I felt that I wasn’t that type of person. So I got into an alternative high school which was a disaster, so when I finished that, I said I’m going to be a chef for sure.
I started cooking at this restaurant where Rene Redzepi was sous chef called Kong Hans Kælder which was the finest restaurant in Denmark, as an apprentice. I had this mindset that if I just keep doing one thing, I’m going to be the best. If I ignore everything, feelings, just keep on pushing, you’ll arrive at being good. Of course, that didn’t work for more than a year and half, I couldn’t do it anymore. So, I stopped and went to London, finished my education. I was working for a while in restaurants but I never really felt happy about it. Restaurants are quite often like being in the army. You say “yes chef”, if you don’t do things correctly you get punished, you get bullied. I was always very sensitive. The reason why I loved cooking was because of that feeling when you smell something and it’s nice and you want to be a part of it. For instance, when you fry sage, and it creates something, and you want to share it afterwards, and you want to talk about it, and make it even better. And that was never a part of it. It was a huge lack of the intellectual process of being a chef, which I thought was quite important.
Because I had no money, I got back to cooking. I was super lucky that I got a job just around the corner from where I grew up. There was this very special chef named Erwin Lauterbach, the initial founder of Nordic cuisine, and he was actually an artist. All of the sudden I found someone that understood feelings and could explain why I should do things. I remember one day he was standing with a cauliflower. He plunged a knife into the cauliflower and broke it up and took a piece and said “this piece is for the lady on table 7, and this bigger one is for her husband”. And he was about transferring energy to people. He could be standing over these chefs, doing a new dish, putting two pieces of peeled tomato together and said “put it as a pussy, like a women’s vagina”. The chefs didn’t know what to do with themselves, and I thought, this guy has a language. And I realized I misunderstood everything. I was always trying to see what other people did, and thought that’s what I had to do. I just needed to do my own thing. So, from that point, everything was pretty easy. And I made an agreement with myself that I would always have an interest in art, music, science, everything. It was not about becoming anything, it was about involving everything into my own process and getting inspired by it.