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Wednesday started with me square dancing with Kesha; then we took a car to Gonzo's. But it turns out, there’s a Jewish cemetery in Ridgewood also named Gonzo’s, which is where my friends and I initially ended up. We did come across three black cats, which felt synchronous. But once we left the cemetery and made it to the real Gonzo’s, there was a line around the block. Despite only being on their second issue and first party, the Declassé gig was the talk of the town. Again, people were willing to leave a party with Kesha to cram into an East Village studio. Guests included coverstar Ren G, MGNA Crrrta, and Shigecki — who flew in from LA just for this party. Ex Korean Military veterans and 2/3 of heartthrob, electronic group Dres, Extra Small headlined Gonzo’s with an hour long set bumping dubstep and deep cuts your fave producers probably haven’t even heard yet. Shigecki tells us, “I can’t decide if my bias of the duo is Levy or Jae. Levy shared his vape with me all night, but Jae played a Thom Yorke remix that I can’t stop thinking about.” Someone tried to sneak in by saying they were there for the downstairs jiu jitsu studio, but it was midnight, so the lie didn’t really hold up. Guests waiting to be let in made their own party on the sidewalk, huffing helium in the rain.
With social media, what has been your experience with how interconnected everything is in that you can find someone that lives in New York and work with them and then find someone in Berlin and work with them within seconds?
Evan Purdy — Yeah, I think that's super interesting about social media and being connected in those ways. I think there's a lot of negative things about social media and the apparent connectedness, but I think there are really a lot of benefits to it. This whole shoot was completely done through our phones. We were able to message people. I'd never met Dax before, but we had similar connections and we were able to look at each other's work and talk to each other about the job. And then we were able to cast basically remotely from our phones, finding people who live in New York and then being able to connect to them in real life through this app, I guess, which is pretty amazing. It's pretty insane. You couldn't really do that before.
Dax Reedy — You can be the most talented and creative person to ever walk this earth, but if you aren’t able to communicate among your creative peers who have the ability to help bring your vision to fruition, then your work and world is smaller than it can be. This is why I love using social media as a tool and a vessel for bringing ideas to the surface and bringing concepts to their fullest potential. Without my social presence, I would simply not have a career. You need to be able and want to be heard. But it’s just as important to listen. My time spent in London and Paris and the connections I’ve made using Instagram will forever be major. Indirectly, that’s how Evan and I connected.
Yeah, it's true. And beyond that, do you feel like being able to connect with people even locally enables you to have a quicker relationship with them?
EP — Sometimes I think it can give you a preconceived idea of what this person's going to be like, and I think that's actually a bad thing. Being connected is a really amazing thing. Being able to witness other people's perspectives from across the world is a really amazing thing. But I think the trouble with that is that sometimes you can think, you can kind of start to impart your own ideas, even though you don't really know this person. You've met them online and you've probably formed an idea of them. But this idea is always going to be quite far from reality, which is always way more complex and takes time to understand. Whereas the use in social media, it can give you the first layer of someone or the first layer that they present, but that's never really someone.
DR — As important as social media presence is, I stand with IRL. Knowing someone within their local context, and meeting them where they are really creates a mutual trust that the work will be dignified. The concept of creative fragmentation is really inspiring to me. That being, the ways in which the amount of people and the intimacy they share influences the final image. I love to work with my friends. We understand each other's visions and taste so deeply which allows us to have clear, honest and productive conversations when collaborating.
That being said, Evan and I got to know each other in a way smaller capacity via social media, since he was across the pond at the time. The first time meeting in person being the first day of shooting lent itself to a degree of fragmentation. Our energies didn’t seem to feel on the same page and I felt a bit of a push and pull between us that took until wrapping our first model to settle. This disconnect was reliant on our lack of trust within each other and lack of time knowing each other. Thankfully our team consisted of me, Evan, my assistant and dear friend Jack who I’ve known for five years, and our gorgeous model Nissi who I scouted a few years back on the street in New York. Being local and already acquainted allows a sense of comfortability that is established before walking onto set and thus less room for error while working. I feel like I can think freely and express ideas in a more organic way. It definitely took until our next models Alex and Josi, after shooting Nissi, to feel that sense of comfort with Evan. It felt much more cohesive and aligned when agreeing on the styling for Alex and Josi.
Alex & Josie
ALEX wears stylist’s own hat, glove, and boots. Bracelet by DION LEE, and SHIRT by GALLIANO (SS2008 Menswear) from Allison’s Archive
JOSIE wears SHIRT by THE CORNER PASSED, SHOES by AREA, BELT by LARUICCI, and stylist's own GLOVES
Would you say your practice is a way of breaking through those layers, those stories we tell ourselves and others?
EP — Yeah, massively. I've actually met so many people who are so close to me in my life now through photography, through that really intimate exchange of trying to capture someone's image. When it's done in the right way, I think it can really lead to a great relationship just from having that first instance of really getting close to someone, having someone feel like they've actually been seen properly and maybe even heard. And I think that can really spark some really amazing relationships, which for me, I've got now just through photography, which is so nice.
DR — I agree with Evan that my craft has allowed for some of the most important relationships in my life to flourish. My closest friends are the ones I’m constantly creating with. By breaking through those layers and boundaries of what friendships and working relations are supposed to look like, we are able to live in the fullness of their intersectionality and optimize the beauty of them.
Yeah, I recognize that sensitivity in the images in this story, every person feels like they're being captured in the way they'd want to be, and that intimacy really does come through, which I feel is very rare. And you can just take a photo and it feels like the coldest photo, but with these, they almost feel like they promote a feeling.
EP — I think that's the thing. I think fashion photography inherently can always be so aesthetic only. It's kind of the nature of it. And so I think sometimes if you want to extend a bit beyond that, you really have to try and make that person feel like you're not just capturing that image. You are documenting a real person in a real place at a real time. That’s what’s so amazing about photography. And that's what can actually give people these feelings of, Oh wow, I feel connected to this person. I'm looking at a photograph, never through an aesthetic. It always has to be through feeling like this was a real thing. Someone was there and someone took this picture of that person.
DR — Totally. This exact concept of fashion photography feeling disingenuous is exactly what we were having trouble articulating in the beginning of our creative process. Evan felt the styling was too fashiony, which I understood and offered resolutions through alterations of environment and props to break down the structure and feel of the imagery. We started with shooting Nissi on the roof, which made the styling come off a bit abrasive. I suggested we went downstairs, inside, and shot Nissi lounging on a couch holding a dried flower. The Easter eggs and smaller details of the bigger picture help capture the intimacy we were desperately trying to convey. I always love including these elements of imperfection in my work because it yields ingenuity and connection. Humans aren’t perfect and I love capturing the feeling of realness.
Em & Shep
EM and SHEP wear own clothes
And how do you go about doing that, making someone feel comfortable in that moment that you're taking their photo?
EP — I think it's really interesting. Maybe what a lot of people never see is the moments in between that photo. So a lot of time is spent beforehand with the person. Even if you have a stylist involved and you're getting them changed, it's so important that you're not feeling like you're just dressing someone up. They're not going out there being an actor. You have to really start to quickly connect with them and make them feel like they're going to be seen properly and not act as this mannequin basically.
DR — The model feeling comfortable and confident is always a priority and largely the defining factor of an image. It’s important to establish that from the get go.
And then beyond that, being a young creative, I would say I want to talk about in a way the value of having a fresh perspective as opposed to being a veteran in the industry and being so used to doing something in a certain way or feeling like there's a structure. Especially now, I feel like people are so much more willing to challenge the things we've learned.
EP — I think that's super important. I think it's been around for a long time now, the whole fashion photography. There's a big industry around fashion, and I think that people are kind of getting bored with the really slick, well routine, really well polished stuff because it just feels too much like an advertisement. It feels like you're being sold something so heavily that most humans' reaction to that is to kind of reject it a bit. But I think if you're able to show a real story, a real person with real humanity to it, then people are going to get more into the image. They're going to really fall for what's being shown.
DR — Young up and coming artists like Evan and myself are what fashion desperately needs. I’ve lived in New York for five years now and spent some time in London and Paris. Definitely have noticed some differences between working creatively in these regions. New York gate keeps fashion and the culture and industry that enlivens it. Although gate keeping is necessary to preserve the luxury and glamor that makes clothing aspirational, people our age deserve to be in positions of power being that we are at the forefront of what is cutting edge and what that fantasy is.
Iris & Parker
IRIS wears DRESS by HYACYN; (look 2) DRESS by THE CORNER PASSED and stylist's own SHOES
PARKER wears UNDERWEAR by LARUICCI and SHOES by CFCL; (look 2) JACKET by THE CORNER PASSED and SHOES by CFCL
I mean, I just think this generation can see through it so quickly. We just automatically know that most of the things we're absorbing in fashion photography is to reach a selling point. But I think beyond that, it's as a photographer being able to work with a stylist that has a very clear image and isn't just plugging in a brand for fashion credit, but more so because that piece really makes the entire thing come together.
EP — Yeah, that's why it's amazing working with Dax. I mean, I've worked with quite a few stylists and it was really great seeing Dax work because they spent a really long time just staring at the person, getting 'em to try it on, and really trying to witness what it felt like to be in a room with this person who's wearing that piece of clothing. And it was a really, really nice, slow, methodical, real artistic way of, I thought, styling someone. And that was, I think, why it may come across so well in the shoot because Dax really took time to look at the people and how they actually felt. You can tell with someone's body language as well, if someone starts to hold themself that feels as if they're not comfortable, that's going to show in an image you have to make this person feel like they're being themselves.
DR — Aw Evan don’t make me blush, it was such a privilege getting to know and work with Evan. He has such a comforting approach to making images and I also really appreciated our dance and marriage of creating. It’s so satisfying being able to witness a natural fruition of projects with people whose relationships were born out of the process itself. Riding that high of a developed and consistent creative flow is what kept us going, especially once we reached a point of ‘heaven’.
Do you have any favorite moments from shooting this story?
EP — Oh, there's a lot of rooftops. So for me, in London, no one has a rooftop, but in New York, most people kind of have this rooftop you can kind of get onto. And it was so great. I just loved being on this perspective of being on top of the city. You really do feel like you're kind of a part of it, but also you get to look over it. It was really nice for me as someone who doesn't really get to experience that.
DR — My favorite moment of the shoot was when we were shooting Alex and Josi. Alex had 30 minutes until they had to leave for their shift as a security guard, which prompted the idea of using their baton and flashlight as props in the shoot. Evan and I played into the environment’s we were in, embracing them just as much as we did the models. Also, styling Alex and Josi felt the most fun because of how comfortable and conversive we all were. Everyone genuinely was enveloped in the pursuit in depicting them just as they were. That felt like the most beautiful and natural approach.
Nisi
NISI wears DRESS by COURREGES from Allison’s Archive, BRACELET by LARUICCI, and stylist's own SHOES.
Do you shoot in New York often?
EP — No, that was actually my first time in New York.
How would you describe this experience to the countless times you've probably shot in London?
EP — Yeah. Well, I think there's such a parallel between London and New York. There's an obvious cultural exchange that's so massive. I mean, even though I was there for just over a week, I very quickly got into the city. I very quickly understood what it was like. Because I've lived in London for so long, it really does feel like London. Obviously there's quite a few big cultural differences between America and Britain, but I think on an interpersonal level, it felt really similar. It felt like people understood the difficulties of living in a city, and that really creates this sense of, I guess, community within this massive city.
DR — London definitely felt more attuned to this concept I mentioned earlier about uplifting young, up-and-coming artists and being willing to take a chance on fresher, even riskier perspectives. We like to think of New York as ahead of its time, but when put into perspective with the rest of the world, New York puts its money-driven capitalist ideologies before all else. At the end of the day, New York is still in America. I think that London celebrates fresh ideas and new perspectives more than New York.
Yeah, actually, I interviewed this photographer, Alain Levitt, he was a photographer who moved here in the 90s, and he talks about youth culture and how in the city, youth is united by a shared dysfunction — rent inflation, leaving family to come to a new place, the food’s expensive, everybody’s going from job to job. Do you feel like that dysfunction is something that is also in London?
EP — Oh, massively. And I feel like it's really interesting because these cities that we live in are London, New York, even Berlin now, Paris, all the big cities, they're not made for young people. It's a really difficult place for young people to live. If anything, the city is actively trying to make that young person not stay at incredibly high prices, especially now, it's a really difficult time. Most young people have to work two, three jobs. It is an insane thing. But amongst that kind of insanity and that weird survival, I think it creates this breeding ground of you looking at these other people, and you're like, you really want to be here because it's not easy for you to be here. It's not easy for me to be here. And that creates this, I think, really intentional side of youth culture where they just explore massively. They experiment because they know that this place is really difficult to live in.
DR — And it’s that exact dysfunction that the young people of these major cities resonate so deeply with, which is the exact thing creatives like Evan and myself are trying to capture. We need to see the dysfunction of life in fashion in order to resonate because as a young person navigating life and the city, this shit is full of imperfection. Imperfection is beauty.
Thomas
THOMAS wears TOP by AREA, JEANS by AREA, and SHOES by HYACYN; (look 2) JACKET by GANNI, PANTS by HYACYN, UNDERWEAR by HYACYN, and own SHOES
The one thing with a small town in comparison to a city is that it’s easier for there to be a uniform mentality. Everyone dresses the same, everyone shops at the same local stores, of course not as drastically these days, but it's very much only in cities like New York, London, Berlin, Paris, where you can pass 50 people on a block and every single person looks super unique.
EP — And it's mad. And especially in London when I moved here, the culture really is, it pushes you to explore your uniqueness, which I love. It's so great, and people do have the freedom in these cities to really experiment with themselves. And I think being a human really does mean you're constantly changing. You should always be experimenting because we're not these fixed beings, and that's really healthy. I think if an environment can really push people to try new things within themselves, that's a place for a lot of growth, I think.
DR — Exactly! I feel so privileged to live somewhere that’s constantly evolving. It really reflects and fosters personal evolutions as well. It is for me. Without moving to New York, who knows where I would be! Bitch I literally became a different gender here. I would not be half the person I am today without the experiences and connections I’ve made in New York, London, and Paris.
If any of the people you photographed in this series look back at this five years from now, they might be completely different than they were in these photos.
EP — They'll be so different. I think the thing is with these cities as well, because there's so much, there's so much to take in to do that, I think you change and experience a lot quicker. And so whenever I'm in London and I think back to just the year, I feel so far from that year in a really great way. And I think that's really beautiful, and that's why it's so nice to photograph young people. I think I just know that the image itself will just kind of continually get more and more powerful because as time moves on, this image just starts to stand alone and the emotions really intensify. It'd be really great.
DR — That’s what’s so surreal about photography, the permanence of images. It’s capturing a specific time, place, and feeling. An essence that helped me love and understand Evan’s choice to use film for this project. We live in a digital age, and with instagram being the people's art gallery, single images lose their potency. We are in an age of postmodern eclecticism, where collection and stacking of references is what catches attention. This has made us lose sight of the beauty of a static moment in time.
Do you ever look back at any of your old series and have a similar experience?
EP — I'm really bad at looking. I struggle to look at my old work. I have that classic thing of anything that's not I'm currently shooting. Most of the stuff that I like is the stuff that I've not shown yet. And then once I try to get shown, I can't look at it. It's very hard to look at.
DR — Wait wow, like who am gonna be and how am I gonna look in five, ten, twenty, even forty years. My taste has come a long way, and it’s been super gratifying to see that progression and connect with people from it. I see this reflected even in how I look throughout the years. It feels great when someone really understands and appreciates that bigger vision.
William
WILLIAM wears CARDIGAN and SKIRT by CFCL, stylist's own SHOES, and BAG by CHLOE (2002) from Allison’s Archive
Yeah, that makes sense. Social media is often given this negative connotation but you’re able to find connections so easily, in a way you feel less alone, which is nice.
EP — And it's really beautiful to see. I mean, when I was in New York, I was couch surfing the whole time, and I was staying with some people who were getting ready to go to some of the encampments at NYU, and it's really beautiful because they are organizing and they are informing each other on their phones. This is how these grassroots movements now happen. They happen online, which is fucking great. And it's really good because you really can't take that away from people anymore.
DR — Social media is fab and I’ll stand by that. There’s brain rot and the monotonous feeling of being inconsequential, but I love it all at the end of the day.
How do you feel about translating your work to social media channels? Do you keep anything to yourself?
EP — Well, I'm working on a book, but those images will eventually go online because I like the idea that I can show my work to people. I love archiving. I love showing people in a really intimate way. But ultimately, I guess I'm trying to say something in my work, so I want people to look at it, and maybe start a conversation in their head.
DR — I’ve been really good at putting shit out out OUT! I think I was around 18 when I really began the deep journey of figuring out my artistic vision and style. I wasn’t as confident in my work and it felt really hard to promote myself. I would constantly keep things private and worry about the work being good enough. I was really self conscious about the value and meaning that my worK had within the culture. it’s still something I struggle with, but I’ve been checking myself. I deserve to be heard.
Tuesday (5/28)
It’s 4am. It’s dark. Mathilde stands frozen in the bathroom. Staring intently into the mirror, into her own soul, onto last nights Dalston shenanigans and the countless Aperols that had only been drunk 3 hours prior. There’s no air of regret but one thing we are certain of: Mathilde is still very very drunk. Primavera has begun early.
In line to board and upon arrival at the terminal you can tell precisely who is arriving in Barcelona for the same reason, but they still look notably different. A vast lineup means a vast demographic of fans: Y2K goths, Bristol seniors in Deftones merch, a number of girls in crochet dresses who look questionably underage, tattooed millennials, rich girls who read as insta-entrepreneurs, between 9 and 13 mullets; all united, under one sky and one holy RyanAir flight (presumably blessed by the priest I eyed down at security), waiting in the same customs line.
“I feel like this is going to be one of those trips where we have to just let go and…. Be cringe.” Humbled we were — 10 minutes later trembling in the cab, unable to take our eyes off the meter that seems to be increasing by 2 euros every. minute. Are we, too, just as susceptible as our fellow Primavera cohort? We may not have mullets but the leather jackets, sunglasses and cigarettes in hand, American and British accents combined with Mathilde’s French haven’t exactly made us incognito. But hey, we’re in Barcelona, who cares!
12 hours in and we have absolutely lost our minds. We meet actress and fabulosa Lilia Gabbro at the opening of ‘Dear Inn,’ an exhibition featuring and curated by her boyfriend, Dahli Ball, and friends Unai Ricou and Igna Buneri three floors up in an open loft in the town center. Visitors sit on the furniture-less floor smoking cigarettes and drinking beer. The three artists' works are displayed throughout the space. Dahli’s pieces are shockingly impressive; straight out of a time capsule cleared out with a fresh set of eyes. We’ve all developed some metaphorical TMJ from having our jaws dropped for 12 hours straight. How is EVERYONE here SO hot and SO happy? How are all of these beautiful people tucked into these tiny streets? They seem to be breathing life into one another.
Wednesday (5/29)
The sun is out and The Vincci Bit has served Mathilde and I possibly the sexiest hotel breakfast we’ve ever had. 7 coffees in and I’m writing on the Vincci roof terrace in my bikini. I look over to Liv, who’s laying on a sun lounger on the phone, telling the recipient “to just reel back and let the vibes take over.” Liv pops back to the room and finds Mathilde meditating on the bed. The Barca lifestyle has truly taken over and we haven’t stepped foot in the Parc del Forum.
But reality always manages to find its way back — this time in the form of my very red sunburn, proving my role as designated ‘Brit abroad.’ If it wasn’t already the broken attempts to speak Spanish with a Manchester accent, it is extremely clear now — we do no good job at blending in.
We walk into Poblenou for a pre-Primavera spritz — or more exactly Estrella for Liv, Aperol for Mathilde, and Sangria for myself. It’s an area close to where we’re staying and recommended by our Barcelona spirit-guide Lilia.
8:30 PM rolls around and it’s time for night 1 Primavera. We take the scenic route along the coastline to get to Parc del Forum. An incredible and tacky in its finest form marriage proposal is happening on the beach… we are feeling the Barcelona love tonight.
9:19 PM we arrive amidst floods of Spanish teens in baggy jeans and tanks, hippy holidayers in bird shirts and garish pants and Berlinified mullet-heads clad in all black and leather. There are SO many hot guys at the Aperol pop-up. Mullet no.1 is spotted in its badly bleached glory accompanied by a fellow turquoise-dyed head. We march on with one mission in mind: Aperol.
All we can now think of is stripes. Classically French, vertical, red and black, blue and white, on tank tops, long sleeves, dresses and pants — stripes are the unexpected Primavera trend. Bleached denim. Tracksuits. Adidas stripes. Emo teens with their eyeliner. Mullet gays and their white tanks.
In planning a press trip to an international festival, we failed to consider the fact we had to get quotes from people who are presumably not native English speakers. We pile together our resources: French Mathilde plus Liv and I’s pieced-together high school Spanish. Thank the lord for Duolingo which Liv has been practicing routinely on the sun loungers each morning. With a Spritz in each hand, all felt right in the world.
Mullets 2, 3, 4, 5 and 6 are ahead of us in the queue. And what a range we have stumbled upon. Bleached and brown curly-haired ones stuffed under caps and paired with denim overalls. Behind us, a certain bleach blonde mullet signals the Berlinification of Primavera — dressed in all black, sunnies and completed with a mustache.
Phoenix begins their set as we reach the front of the Aperol queue. ‘It’s ok, as long as they don’t start with Lisztomania’… And like clockwork, it plays. We run off to the stage — pissed off the Aperol, dizzy from the heatstroke or just pure adrenaline, I don’t know — we manage to squash ourselves into the crowd. People are giddy and dancing to the band’s nostalgic 2010s sounds — you can’t not love it. A man behind us bald with a thick mustache loses 10 years as he leaps into the sky up and down like a boy. They tell us this is their favourite festival. Liv is absolutely going for it. Mathilde realises that, like her, they are French hotties “and now I’m really into it”. And hotties they are — Silver Fox Thomas Hedlund dominates the drums in a Hawaiian shirt. Liv says all she wants is for someone to pick her up and ‘spin her around like a pizza’. Thomas, drummer of Phoenix, is more than capable of this.
Wednesday night is a celebration, a party of letting go, the perfect starting headliner to Primavera’s insane line-up.
The true star of night one, however, is Mathilde who braved the crowds in open-toe heels. What courage and bravery it takes, and in hindsight will never be taken again.
The set ends and Mathilde’s heels are now on my feet as she darts in and around the food tents in my gold converse. Freed from toe suffocation, she is high on life, on adrenaline, flirting with the burger man and nicking all of the mayo from the kebab shop. Burgers and bed.
Lessons of the day:
1. Learn how to apply sun cream properly
2. Don’t wear open-toed heels to a festival
3. Watch out for people wearing open-toe heels at a festival
4. Gabi’s hair must always be in a ponytail at the festival
5. You don’t need a biker jacket in 80-degree weather
Thursday (5/30)
The start of Primavera day 2 — which no surprise involves sangria, bocadillos and matching I <3 Barcelona thongs. Vampire Weekend boyfriend and Deftones girlfriend walk past us at the cafe. Mathilde spots her airport crush as we pass through the Press entrance — “He looks like Peter Pan in a hot way”.
Entering the festival, one thing is clear to us: steer clear of the kebab shop. Mathilde is surely a wanted woman after last night's mayo shenanigans.
We are strutting around the site to the soundtrack of Renaldo & Clara. It’s pretty early still but we’re easing into the day. With a hefty lineup we’ve set our sights on Freddie Gibbs & Mad Lib, the post-punk chaos of Amyl & the Sniffers, an interview lined up with Chino of Deftones, ending the night with the party girl sounds of Peggy Gou. What a day to be had.
We take a turn of the festival, passing through the amphitheater-like Cupra stage (where I mistake Arab Strap for a Belle and Sebastian song) we follow a ramp down to the sea. A dome-like metal structure has drawn crowds of TikTok techno goth kids, mullets with biker sunnies, countless fans and tank tops, hypnotised by the purple-white glowing BOILER ROOM sign beckoning them in. These kids know how to have a good time. In a form of ritualistic worship with DJ Negro pres. The Noise at the center. We know this crowd won’t be seeing the sun this weekend.
Parc del Forum, in its combination of concrete structuring topped with mega solar panels, sea-facing pop-up islands and many a ramp reminds me of going for a jog on Wii Sports. All sorts of Miis passing us by, some heavily stylized in a just-walked-out-of-a-Y2K-music-video type of way, a group of gays in matching neon pink caps, and Deftones T-shirts galore.
Freddie Gibbs and Madlib killed it for their 10-year anniversary Piñata show. Gibbs attempts to leave the stage three times despite his surrendering return to hysterical cries from the crowd. ‘Why is he so fucking hot?’ A British guy next to me shouts ‘he’s the coolest guy I ever seen’.
Fur boots have managed to sneak their way into the Primavera’s styled crowds. A bleach-blonde girl with knee-high yeti boots stomps past us — surely her feet are not ok. Fashion is pain I suppose?
Amyl and the Sniffers arrive on stage in a clash of sounds that makes the crowd absolutely wild. Mosh pits open up as we speed off out of the crowd, part protecting Mathilde’s camera, and off to collect our passes to interview Chino of Deftones.
We are granted golden tickets in the form of artist wristbands in order to be escorted to meet the beloved Deftones frontman, Chino Moreno. Packed into a tight artist trailer, we delve into our oddly intuitive superstitions, the politics of the red pill, hotel coffee machines, and cowboy hats. We bid adieu to Chino as we anxiously await his reappearance a few hours from now, this time however separated by the Amazon Music stage.
It is always a pleasure to be backstage, but what better way to be reminded than a physical trophy of the experience? We bump into the one and only Rex DeTiger — keeper of custom business cards — backstage while he prepares to go on with Roosevelt. Fue un placer conocerte entre bastidores en Primavera Sound 2024. A pleasure it is, Rex, and a pleasure it will always be.
“Press has never been sexier” Liv shouts as we dance our asses off at L’Imperatrice. Clad in space-age silver gilets with glowing orbs on the chests and shoulders this set is groovy AF. Mathilde is now the one jumping up and down like a little boy. This is a sexy show. Transporting us into some alternative French disco universe, we are hooked by the band’s illuminating power (not to be confused with the glowing orbs clad on their shoulders). “L’Imperatrice are the best and that’s why I came here” Barcelona native Silvia tells me. She has come to Primavera to see two French artists — Justice being the other. This crowd is having the time of their lives, communicating through emoji language: peace signs, hearts, flicking their wrists to the French space siren sounds. ALLEZ ALLEZ ALLEZ. Hysterical is an understatement. This is one huge disco.
Suddenly, we are gunning it back to the Amazon Music stage — Deftones hosted the most hardcore fanbase of the festival so far. Headbanging in a perfect synchronization that would suggest a melody somewhere deep into the clashing sounds that if you know, you know. Chino’s stage presence is hypnotic and borderline cultish. Enraptured, we are in the pit. The front row embraces us. We’re evidently not dressed in the uniform of Deftones t-shirts, black eyeliner, some crazy tone of hair dye or bleach, and bondage-styled tops; yet somehow we manage to fit right in, bound by the collective and somehow coordinated practice of head-banging.
Before we know it, we’ve run across the festival grounds to Pulp. “My name’s Jarvis and I love Barcelona” the singer’s Sheffield twang rings out to the crowd. In an overwhelming display of showmanship, Cocker flocks about the stage dancing like your gay uncle on Christmas. It is a light show soundtracked by a full-on orchestra who he refers to as ‘some very very common people’ (?!?!). Returning for an encore, he throws sweets and grapes into the audience in classic grandpa behavior. It’s a midnight set and the all-aged crowd is absolutely loving it. We are dancing to ‘Common People’ in the VIP area.
2:00 AM on the dot, Peggy Gou took what was left of my soul. Her set unleashed the party girl I didn’t know I still had in me. Dancing into the photo pit like it was nobody’s business, it becomes very clear that it was in fact not our business, as we were politely escorted out and placed back into our rightful place — the GA pit. An Insta DJ in her natural habitat, all the baby tees and bralette crowds have amassed, party-protected by their skinny sunnies and chunky silver jewelry, all wrapped around her finger.
4:00 AM We peel Mathilde from the crowd, this girl is running on pure adrenaline and this moment. We trek back to the Vincci bit and prepare ourselves for tomorrow.
Friday (5/31)
Gasping awake, my sinuses are broken, air-con or beer or cigarettes, all I am sure of is that I am physically weak. Solo missions take me to the blue cafe for an omelet, coffee, coke, juice, and a pack of Camel Blues: every hangover cure rolled into one.
If yesterday can be summed up by our I <3 Barcelona panties, VIP sexiness, and hardcore Deftones head banging, Friday was the day/night of I <3 Sex thongs, the Lana del Stampede, and Snow Strippers.
Smirnoff Ice in one hand, all-access artist wristband on the other, we glide past the long press queue into the venue. We head to meet SCOWL, hardcore punk band hailing from Santa Cruz, to chat briefly and grab some portraits, all whilst crammed in amidst the tiled backdrops of their glamorous dressing room showers.
5:15 PM Post-SCOWL and we are heading towards the Estrella Damm stage when a guy stops us asking where Lana will be playing. This was Mohammad, 23 from Egypt and living in Germany who came to Primavera alone just for Lana. She is on in five hours and he is heading right now to camp out at the stage; He hopes it’s not too crowded, ‘I want to be on the front row if possible.’ As we pull up to the entrance of the stage it becomes immediately clear that Mohammad will most likely not be making it to the front row. Thousands of Americana-clad Lana fans are sardined and cordoned off at each entrance, barely contained by the security as tensions and anticipation start to rise. We wish Mohammad good luck as he sprints off into the distance, ‘Chemtrails over the Country Club’ bouncing up and down his back getting further and further away from us.
Day 2 is LanaFest, we’re Lana del Afraid. Barriers open and a herd of prairie dresses, ribbons, bow, red black and white lace and heart shaped sunglasses come stampeding right at us. They’re young, they’re wild, they’re free. “We’re gonna get stampeded by little girls!” Liv screams. A guy breaks free of the security barriers, running for his life through the field — ‘Be Free’ is emblazoned on his back, arms in the air. Little Lana fairies are fleeing into all corners. Lace, veils, cherries and flower crowns unite under one shared mission of waiting out the following five hours together. God bless any band that dares play before Lana.
5:45 PM In the thick of the crowds and Mohammad passes us by — he’s gone to the wrong stage! We wish him well once more as he again flees off into the mist of the crowd - a literal mist as dust clouds produced by masses of cowboy boots. The crowd is filling up and we decide this isn’t our battle to fight today. We are Lana del Done for Now.
Over at the Cupra stage, the Lana del Strays gather — a London-style crowd with edgier pairings of prairie skirts with tight-fit football jerseys, cowboy boots and more clips than hair, sacrificing their front row pitches for The Last Dinner Party. Lead singer Abigail Morris prances around the stage like a new-wave queer second coming of Jesus Christ.
We meet DJ Spanish Fly backstage, and upon greeting us he hands us each a custom sticker from a pile he’s got ready in the pocket of his full Puma tracksuit. Checkerboard stripes up the legs and arms and whistle round the neck, we were blessed by his grounding presence — our Primavera priest sending us on our way into the dark and unholy night…
Yet again darting across the festival, we pack ourselves into the already full capacity VIP deck as we prepare to be submerged in pure ecstasy for Troye Sivan B2B Lana del Rey. Hell yeah.
Next thing we know, we are surrounded by the hottest gay men in Spain. Did Miuccia Prada fly them all out and deliver them directly to the VIP section of Troye Sivan’s set? These are some of the sexiest and most crisp-dressed men we have ever seen. A “Gay Psy-Ops” as Dorian Electra perfectly puts it during our interview the next day. Do they all know each other? Are they staying on some magical island that only gorgeous gay men know of? As Troye performs his last song by making out with one of his back-up dancers in leather chaps, it becomes clear that “there’s no worse feeling than being horny around gay men.” Suddenly, and unironically, we have found ourselves searching for the Lana del Straights.
Summing up Lana’s show: she is an incredibly beautiful and angelic being who made me and Liv cry and blessed our souls in the 40 minutes she graced us with her presence. Mathilde pissed herself, Liv tried to. We meet Brendan (NYC) and Lara (Toronto) in the VIP deck. ‘She is the people’s princess!’ Lara tearfully exclaims at the end of the set. ‘La loca chica’ Brendan chimes back.
Snow Strippers is absolute mania. The electroclash high-speed sounds are popping off in the Warehouse x Dice stage — an underground parking garage — a rave surrounded by the hardcore crowd merging mullets, black sunnies, and tanks with pops of neon pink and green.
Paying 3 euros for a glass of water was a sober slap in the face as we left with the intention of shooting the Arca crowds and found ourselves bumping into some Lana del Straights in the form of 2 Danish boys who tell us they are here on one mission: Looking for Lana.
They call us the ‘discount girls.’ Maybe they’re right? We have managed to finesse our way through this whole festival. Backstage, VIP areas, we’ve been living our best lives. Toilet queues? Entrance queues? Do we even know what that means anymore?
The night ended in utter chaos and loss of composure and of each other — soundtracked by Arca.
Saturday (6/1)
Feeling feral today. Can’t quite put our finger on it but there’s a specific energy in the air.
We meet office alum Dorian Electra, who absolutely shifts our states and puts us in the best of moods. We were dying and Dorian brought us back to life through a discourse on weird sex dreams and ambien horror stories, all whilst confined to a glass box directly adjacent to the festival admissions gates titled the ‘Press Hub.’
There’s a lot of I <3 logos knocking about today: Barcelona, boobs, hot moms, hot dads, NY, MCR… People are keeping it simple and sweet for the final day.
We find our way to Boiler Room Backstage, where we meet Tati and Graham of Snow Strippers, taking shelter behind the VIP bar. Nick Leon joins us. We’re cut short with thunderstorms six miles away.
“I don’t wanna live like common people” Liv shouts out into the night as the bouncers shepherd everyone from the VIP crowd. How the tables truly have turned for us.
We battle the storm through the last of the lineup: Bikini Kill, Channel One and Charli XCX. I become the designated festival boyfriend, Northern roots kicking in like I was waterproof. Donated and swapping out my jeans and long sleeve for Mathilde and Liv’s mini-skirts and strappy tops – like a game of musical chairs, we traded pants and tops as the night saw fit... In fact, between the three of us Saturday night saw three outfit swaps until the power of Charli frees Liv of pants completely and we lose ourselves in the crowd of Primavera’s final set.
The festival ends for us as all festivals tend to — a blackout. Due to the rain, we lose all photographic evidence at this point in order to protect the cameras.
The next morning we crawl into the lift to find ‘Welcome to Primavera’ removed from the mirror… (like it never happened?)...
Having sought out recovery in a ham and cheese sandwich, we dare make our way into central Barcelona and hole up in the bliss of Antic Teatre’s hidden garden. There we meet London-based Eric, Daniel and Nikky for some post-Primavera cervezas. Sharing Primavera highlights, they too obsessed over L’Imperatrice, however one individual stood out to them: “The Arca Demon Twink” (ADT abbreviated). The ADT was ‘tiny’, ‘gorgeous’ and giving Timothee Chalamet vibes. The ADT is unforgettable. The ADT has become incorporated into their everyday speech, ‘Don’t go ADT on me tonight.’ Who are you, Arca Demon Twink?