What is Beirut like for a creative?
Just like any city, it has its ups and downs. The city is tiny, and the scene is tinier. The thing that’s great about Beirut is that you’re a drive away from the most beautiful landscapes; escapism is a huge part of this country. If you think of Lebanon as not only Beirut, there is so much to explore and get inspired by. Lebanon is stuck in a time warp — I think that’s why I’m so drawn to earlier eras, the ’70s and ’80s. As a creative in the city, I feel like anything is really possible around here. For instance, I remember needing a last-minute, fairly intricate, circular wooden platform for a shoot. I went to Borj Hammoud, the Armenian neighborhood in Beirut, which is also a district for textiles, mechanics and other materials alike, and had it made instantly. People are very hands on, production is very accessible, and that allowed me to exercise my vision.
What about for a woman in the creative field?
Men and women face the same obstacles in the creative field. My time in Beirut was super inspiring. I was given many great opportunities; at 24, I taught a course in styling at the Lebanese American University (in collaboration with the London College of Fashion & Elie Saab). I led the wardrobe direction of a music video for a cast of 40+ people and a male-dominated crew. There are many opportunities for women in the creative field. Women occupy a large part in the creative industry; we’re everywhere and we work hard.
Tell me about how you first conceived of this film.
"Clams Casino" was conceived after I came across a South Korean online phenomenon called “Mukbang” where people eat large amounts of food on a live broadcasting website for money. Most popular hosts, known as BJs (broadcasting jockeys), have around 300,000 subscribers and have clocked in over 30,000 hours of public eating. Although no nudity takes place, it can be insinuated and the act can be very erotic for viewers. Some BJ’s describe Mukbang as their talent, hinting at its inherent mastery of public performance. It raised loads of thoughts and questions: why is there the need and this outlet for both the hosts and the viewers to partake in this act? In my movie, I explore how lonely one can get, how far we are willing to go to get rid of it, and our urge to feel desired. It examines and deconstructs the online phenomenon that is representative of communication and relationships in modern day. "Clams Casino" is about two young girls that struggle to connect with their mothers, while using modern technology as diversions from their personal struggles.