When Raider Klan dissolved in the mid-2010s, former members Eddy Baker, Chris Travis, and Xavier Wulf [fka Ethul Wulf] teamed up with Bones to form SESHOLLOWATERBOYZ (TeamSESH + Hollow Squad + Water Boyz + Healthy Boyz). Healthy Boyz was always a glaringly ironic name for Eddy Baker’s sub-sect, given their leader’s heavyset frame and destructive lifestyle. Now that he’s been reborn, Eddy wants to make Healthy Boyz healthy for real.
office spoke with Eddy to get a better understanding of his newfound spirituality and what it means for his rap career.
Tell me about the moment you found God.
It started with a bad acid trip. While I was on it, I realized there were a lot of questions that I'd never asked myself. Like why am I here? What is my purpose? It’s always been "get money,” but I never really thought about these things existentially. So, I got deep into all this science shit trying to find out where we come from, and from a scientific standpoint, there is no reason why we're here. Yeah, we're here from a big bang, but if there's no afterlife, there’s no reason for life in general, and that’s be a sad fucking existence. So this made me depressed, and I’d never been depressed in my life.
When was this?
This was while I was on tour with Xavier Wulf. Every day we’re selling out shows, making thousands of dollars, I’m popping, I got a girlfriend with big tits and a fat ass, I got everything I want, but I'm fucking sad right now. I couldn’t even find any solace in my favorite gangster movies. Weed was fucking me up. I didn't even want to listen to music. So I wondered, is it because of the acid? Why am I not happy anymore? By the last two or three days of tour, I was still depressed, and saying to my friend every day, “What is this shit for? It's all worthless, pointless.” I wondered what my mother and grandmother would tell me to do. They’d probably tell me to pray.
So I prayed, and it made me feel a little better. It was like I was talking to somebody. Then I started looking up different pastors and preachers, and I was like damn these motherfuckers are good! One day T.D. Jakes was all like “I'm speaking the words of God through me.” Then I realized that everything he was saying was from the Bible, so I started studying it like crazy.
Which story from the Bible impacted you the most?
Jesus’ resurrection. It’s the only story we have where somebody dies and returns from the grave. So, it's the only hope that we have that after you die, there’s something after this. If you put your faith in that, life becomes a little easier. [Death] doesn't have to be in the back of your mind any more. Because if you lose somebody, and they have faith in Christ, you'll see them after. Then I realized that's why my grandmother had peace, my mama too.
Do you see yourself in anyone from the Bible?
Paul, the apostle, used to be one of Jesus' main prosecutors. He was killing his disciples, just the worst motherfucker ever. So Jesus blinds Paul, and then has a disciple un-blind him later on. Then Paul is like, “oh fuck, I believe,” and becomes one of Jesus’ biggest disciples.
So maybe my purpose is to get to this point, build this cult fan base with this evil-ass music, and get all the fucking bad, depressed, hopeless kids together in one place, and then hit ‘em with a new message. Like if we’re all going to die anyway and none of this shit matters, why not just take a listen to God and see what he's about? It'll change your life.