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Zombie Juice Chooses Love

Did you get a chance to listen to the album?

 

Yeah, I've been listening to y'all for a really long time since “Thug Waffles” so it was pretty nice getting to listen to the album early.

 

That’s crazy, we all grew up together. We're about 30 years old now, huh? It’s wild.

 

You've been active for over a decade now. How do you see Beast Coast and your legacy in hip hop?

 

Nine times out of ten when I leave my house, somebody's gonna come up to me and say, dude, you helped me get through high school and changed the way I look at certain things or you helped me get through a traumatic experience. So for the Flatbush Zombie legacy, I hear that all the time. It was special, the Beast Coast thing. So maybe I'm not a fucking Grammy recording, winning artist, but I have a legacy that has touched people for over 10 years.

 

That’s such a beautiful answer. How important was New York and Flatbush in establishing your sound?

 

Well, I didn't get adopted by my grandparents till I was seven years old. I used to steal CDs and tapes from my cousins and my aunts and just listen to all the classic music. I was over there getting in trouble at seven, eight years old for rapping Ol’ Dirty Bastard, not knowing what the fuck it meant. I didn’t understand what Flatbush was till I got older and started hustling. Being on the streets really shaped the music too because now I'm talking about my life stories and things of that nature.

 

I remember the acronym that Flatbush Zombies coined, “Death and Reincarnation Under God.” Do psychedelics still play a large role in your work?

 

Um, I didn't know it played a large role, but it did obviously. But I never noticed it because I was just in the moment and doing it, even though we talk about acid in like 50% of our songs. When I was younger and I tripped, I was trying to go places and then turn into a fucking wizard that can make shit move and levitate. But I don't do that anymore, I got shit to do. I got kids. I don't rely on psychedelics for music.

 

How does it feel releasing your debut solo album?

 

Shit, around the time that Covid hit Meech, Erick and I were trying to figure out what to do next. The computer crashed and we actually lost all of our music. I feel like when you separate from the pack for a second, it gives people the opportunity to just judge you. And that was desperately needed for my soul, because I just wanted to be judged for myself. I always say to myself, I can't forgive myself for being 30 years old and just starting my Spotify page.

If you're just going by your own definition of love or what you see on TV, that's not going to fly. I'm not looking for you to fucking bow down and wash my back everyday, just show up when you can and I'll show up when I can.

 

When I was listening, I noticed a lot of songs where you were singing. Do you feel like that shift in sound relates to the subject content that you're dealing with?

 

It kind of started from me at home listening to Lo Fi beats on YouTube. I felt like most people knew me for high energy and fast raps. I realized that expressing your feelings didn’t have to always mean yelling or having high energy. I like to say that if you know me or you want to know me or you want to hang out with me, listen to the album. This album definitely feels conversational.

 

What are the ideas that you want listeners to take away from the conversation?

 

We're not fucking superheroes. We might be super humans but we're not superheroes. We're vulnerable, real life happens. Right now we’re in an era where the whole world is on some influencer shit, some social media shit, everyone just wants to flex. For my debut album, I didn't want to add on to that pile of music. You mentioned the word Black earlier and all of us have to heal, especially the black community. The Black community's been broken and part of the reason why it's broken is because our parents are so traumatized. Our generation is more in tune with ourselves and healing, now we're trying to teach our kids the new shit but our kids are computers. Things are moving and changing so fast.

 

You touch on things like generational trauma on the album. How does it feel being so vulnerable?

 

It’s healing for me. I've been doing reiki and energy healings, going to therapy and things like that for the last seven, eight years of my life. For instance, me talking about my mother, all the fucking time is real. I don't celebrate my birthday because I feel guilty for being alive. Making the album helped me grow. It helped me say, okay, maybe I should celebrate my birthday this year. When is your birthday? It was July 8th man. My lover said we should go to New York for my birthday and I was like, I'm not gonna fight you. So we went to fucking New York. I was calling my friends and my family. I wanted to stay positive and show gratitude for life. Everyday is a blessing.

 

Talking about blessings, on your song “Fly” off the new album you address your son. What was it like making a song for him?

 

Ah man that shit was hella fucking fun. I actually was listening to that beat on YouTube for months before I knew I wanted to make a song on it. I start it off with “Every day is a new day. Don't bring that negativity from yesterday to today.” That's something I tell my kid all the fucking time. Grow up. Take accountability. Wash that shit off. Tomorrow's a new day. Let's get it right. It was easy to have a conversation through the music because I'm a writer.

 

Has your son listened to it. How did he react?

 

Yeah, yeah, he loved it. He was like, yo mom woke me up and said your dad fucking did it. He fucking killed this album, like we’re listening to this shit right now. He was into it. I always tell him the story about my mom but the fact that he felt it more and really understood it to the music is you know. Like I said, fuck a Grammy nigga. That's the Grammy.

 

I know that the title of the album is Love without Conditions. What does that look like to you?

 

I was reading some fucking book, I forgot what it was called and the author mentioned love without conditions. When I read those words I realized I've been searching for love without conditions since I was fucking born because I didn't get that. From a relationship point of view, niggas really look at girls as bitches or like a lick. It’s degrading. One of the most important things I learned about love without conditions was that if you care enough, you need to figure out how your person needs to receive love so that they can feel safe and so that they can feel honored. If you're just going by your own definition of love or what you see on TV, that's not going to fly. I'm not looking for you to fucking bow down and wash my back everyday, just show up when you can and I'll show up when I can.

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