You've been doing music for a while and you've always taken music seriously, but it seems there was a shift that happened recently where you're catapulting into your career and you're taking it a lot more seriously. What provoked that shift?
So I moved to New York about three years ago now. And the first two years, I just was performing around New York. And, like, word of mouth is so powerful. So there was such an emphasis on my performance and it was kind of like a domino effect. And then I took some time and spent some time abroad in Berlin. And that was kind of like a really great creative break because I got to just explore who I am, what I want to do next, who I want to be, who I want to be seen as, all of that kind of stuff.
And then I came back and I started DJ-ing and that was also really great for me because I feel like it was still a way that I could be creatively and artistically engaged. But then COVID happened and all the COVID closures happened, and then I really had a solid two weeks where I did nothing. Like I just stayed on the couch, stayed in my bed, all of that. And that when I was like, 'Okay, this is like a really great block of time that I could take advantage of, and just really start working.' I kind of felt like I was stagnant up to that point, artistically. It just felt time. It felt like the right time for movement. So I started working with this management company called "SMG EMT." And I had worked with the founder, his name's Anwar Sawyer, and he's an amazing producer. And so we'd had sessions before COVID, and we did a song and it was called "High." And I just told him back in March, I was like, "I really want to release this and start working with you seriously." He was like, "I thought you'd never ask." And so all through quarantine, I was just sending recordings back and forth from my bedroom. I was like finishing up the song and then I shot like a whole other video on my roof with Jade's help and wearing Bailey's clothes, and I didn't like it. So then, I went back to Baltimore and shot the video with my friend. And yeah, it just felt like although 2020 has been very insane and unfortunate for so many people, it felt like it's still been a productive year.
Do you feel like when it comes to your creative craft or those experiences during sessions, you tend to isolate yourself, or do you think you tend to reach out to more people to help you with your vision?
I feel like I have really got a handle on delegating. I think that's such an important skill to develop as an artist. So I really enjoy reaching out to people, especially like my friends. Like I think that as a smaller artist, it's so easy to look at the finished products of all these established artists, people we listen to, and aspire to work with the people they're working with. And like, you're looking at their network and wondering how you can penetrate that scene, but in reality we have all of the tools that we need in our friends. That's how those people that we admire got there, it was the help of their friends. So I really have to realize that the network that I was so desperately wanting, I already had.
Who are some of the people that you can even look up to as a friend or you call on as a tool?
Yeah. I feel like my friend, his name is Michael Tan and he is the one who directed the "High" video. He's my high school best friend, like we used to make vlogs together and all these other things. And I so appreciate him because he's been so open throughout this process and we've made like three other videos together, and we're going to keep doing that. I feel like I've found like a really solid partnership with him. Also, Anwar Sawyer, he's been really great, like he's been managing me. And like, I can send him something any time of the day and he's like, "Nah, I don't like it." Or like, "This is good." And then my friend Imani Randolph, she's been really great. LikeNahe is an amazing model, but also stylist. And so, she has the best creative eye, and so that's been super helpful. And lastly, my friend Livy Wicks who is an amazing photographer and helped me shoot part of the next video that's coming out, "westxeast." I'm so grateful all of them.
So let's take a second to step back, before New York, when you were in Baltimore. When people grow up listening to music, It's usually like a reflection of what their parents listened to, but what was the first album that you independently loved all the way through? How has that shaped the music you make now?
So when I was a sophomore in high school, I really got into like singer-songwriter music. And I was so obsessed with Ed Sheeran. Like I went to one of his concerts, they were dead like 50 people there in Baltimore. And I fainted, like an ambulance had to come to pick me up. Plus, like that album, I thought he was a genius. I was like, the way I'm stumbling upon this genius, bro. I felt like he had such a clear artistic voice. And I could tell that he was talking to someone, and it clearly had meaning and substance. And it felt like this gem that no one else had heard because at that time the girls weren't talking about him. And then Tori Kelly, like this is what made me want to get into writing. Tori Kelly, Forward EP, And it was one of the first times that I saw a female artist who like produced all of her stuff, and like fully wrote everything. And I was like 'Okay, I want to be a songwriter.' And also Jhene Aiko's Sailing Souls EP, like it was only on YouTube. And that was also the first time where I heard a singer that was singing but her lyricism was nearing that of an MC's. And so I was like 'Wow, I really want to be able to tell a story and I want people to really listen to what I'm saying and uncover a story that's hidden beneath what I'm saying.'
Often times, artists have a system and an order to making music. What did that system look like when you first started making music and how has it changed and affected the sound of the music?
When I first started writing, I really was toplining a lot of "type beats" on YouTube. I would give myself 30 minutes and pick out five beats, and try to get like five songs done, five ideas out. And then, I started writing a song a day, which was really super tough because I felt like prior to that, ideas would just come to me and I would get it out. But, it would be like one idea a week, so I really had to be serious. I knew that writing was what I wanted to do and making music was what I wanted to do. So I knew that I had to kind of like train that muscle. And then, so now it really depends, like I can hear a beat first or I can start on the keys, but I find that recently I've been trying to start with the concept first, then develop the lyrics, and then add it to music. I think that something I always want to maintain is cohesiveness with everything that I'm doing and to always have a meaning. It just makes sense to me to make sure I refine the meaning or the concept of what I'm doing first and then move on to the music, or whatever it is.
And do you write from a memory or from an idea; something that you would love to one day experience?
Oh, that's — that's really, I actually have never written like that. That's really — Ooh, your brain.
That's what I do all day in my head. I just daydream all the time. So, if I were good at writing music, I would just be like, 'I wish this would happen, so I'm going to write it out as if it was happening.'
And then that's a manifestation, I'm like let me write that down! But I feel like I write from other people's experiences, like things that people have told me. Um, because I don't think I've had a ton of experience romantically. So I think I find myself pulling from either what I've heard or seen from movies. Like, so much TV, so much Love Island. Like I would write something based on something that I've seen.