Laurel Thoma's Nine Silver Gelatin Prints


Do you have a “that is the one” moment? How do you know when you’re finished? Or do you?
I do. It’s automatic. I usually like the imperfect print—the one where the tones shift or it almost looks like a drawing. That’s when it feels finished, when it’s not too finished. I just know when I've got it right even when it's wrong.
Why did you choose silver gelatin prints for your book? Is there a personal connection or reason you wanted to use it for your self-portraits?
I was drawn to photography because of darkroom printing. Everything else is just to get to that. I have an affinity for the darkroom. I don’t think the work really works without it. The print exists before the photo does.
What role does vulnerability play in your work?
I don’t know. People always say my work is vulnerable but I think it’s just me taking pictures of myself. I think everyone should take more pictures of themselves.
How do you navigate self-observation without self-objectification?
I don’t really worry about it. I don’t think about it. Being an object isn’t so bad. I just look. Sometimes I’m the thing, sometimes I’m the watcher. It doesn’t matter. It’s all just part of the picture. I’m a young woman now, but I won’t always be. The picture is what matters. 'She' doesn’t run the narrative. I see myself through the eyes of the other and I give the image the same credit.


Do you see the archive as a form of autobiography, or something more fluid and imaginative?
I just like collecting things. I keep everything. If you keep everything, it becomes important. And you start to see patterns. The story tells itself.
How do you decide what belongs in the personal archive versus what gets left behind?
It’s all personal.
Are there any other types of photography or mediums that you want to work with next?
I want to do something more documentary. I like subcultures. So many ways of living fascinate me. It’s more interesting when it’s not about me. I feel it more when I’m not the center.


Any upcoming projects in the works?
Yes. Nine Silver Gelatin Prints comes from a larger body of self portrait work I’ve been making over the past three years. It’s my first photo book. A kind of personal landmark. Something I’ve carried for a long time before putting it out.
If you weren’t doing this what would you be doing?
Watching other people do it.
What is your ideal office?
Somewhere between a church and a basement.
Nine Silver Gelatin Prints, self-published for the Polaroids, Small Prints & Ephemera exhibition, is available through Claire De Rouen Books (London), Dashwood Books (New York), and Yvon Lambert (Paris).














