Another thing you do really beautifully across all of your albums is your songwriting. It’s like liner after liner, and in this album, it's cool because you're still really vulnerable, pushing back in a different way sonically.
I think it had to do with feeling more confident as a songwriter. A big part of it is accepting that I have all of these emotions. I felt allergic to watering stuff down, the uglier, weirder things most people feel from time to time. I try to learn about them by singing and presenting it in a cheekier way. I feel like that's where it grew with the lyrics. They had always been abstract and not meant to be taken literally. I feel like that goes for this one too. There’s still not one story or one thing I'm trying to say, but I do feel more honest with myself. I’m not omitting the darker side of things or trying to keep it all inside. Truly feeling like a maniac sometimes, I’m not just plugging my ears and telling myself that I don’t have these weird demented thoughts.
We all have the weird uglies, and part of growing up is — hopefully — releasing the fear of judgment. It sucks to feel suffocated, because the feelings always finds a way out, and if you’re not committed to it, when they do, you’re stuck watching this weird half-living creature breathe.
Yeah, one hundred percent. That's sort of the goal with each record, to be a little more honest with myself or share as much as I can with the next, even if it feels over the top, or borderline inappropriate. Something felt necessary. Even to make a sixth album, when in reality it’s the 20th album that I’ve made. I know that I have to keep finding new ways to excite myself, and there were moments where I would surprise myself with what came out of my mouth, or what my voice was doing. Those were the moments that drove record. It felt good to keep myself on my toes.
The last song, “Music”, is such a beautiful end to the album. It folds into itself and expands. You can hear yourself soften and explore, and it makes me feel like I’m in the room with you. You let yourself play and this lyric “let the music take control” — It feels like it took control of you, vessel-style.
Yeah, I felt that way with that song too. I weirdly cried when I wrote it. I had the first verse, and I was playing piano slowly, and it slowly came into place and I was like, “Oh… this is insane.” It’s definitely an emotional song, and I felt like it could only be the last song — like the first song, “Twisted World” kind of set the opposite tone.
For me, the whole record feels like a fever dream, a fantasy. You’re not sure what’s real or fake the entire time until the music crashes down. It’s obviously a very personal song, but I feel like if you didn't know me or Porches, in the context of Shirt, it works in a different way. Maybe you’re not a rock star, but a fireman, an astronaut, or a baseball player — some really cliche American dream thing. I see the smoking ashtrays and empties around [laughs], which to me felt like a nice way to ground it at the very end. Something really personal at the end of a manic episode of a record.
Real, and that translates. I cried. The album’s length feels perfect too. I’ve listened to it in full each time. I take it on walks.
That’s awesome, I’m excited. It feels like I’ve been waiting forever. The single release has been the longest rollout we’ve ever done. I can’t wait for it to speak for itself, because I feel like the people that I’ve talked to all get it in different ways. But yeah, it’s meant to be digested together, it’s like 23 minutes — I’m glad that it's not just another stinking Porches album.